Time flies

Time flies.

One month of exam is going to end in no time, one more paper to go before getting a real free from exam. :D

Normally, an end means another start.

But, my end is an unknown for now. Who knows i might retake my A2 again? :X

HAHAHA.. STRIVE to MY BEST in this coming, and the LAST paper of mine! :D :D

Jia, read ur blog. Handling it well with God, alright? everything's gonna be alright. As i said, love sucks. always hurt if we do not meet the right and only one. (: Cheers.. miss you badly. ^^ <3 not sure whether u gonna read it. :P love you.

Wake up

It is so blessed to wake up every morning with your Grace.

Without You, I can't make it through.

I know You're always guiding me, leading me and showing me the right path.

Sometimes, I have chosen a wrong one.

But how blessed I am, You will always guide me to the correct way again.

Because You're my Lord, the one who knows me well from now to forever.

We are weak but God is strong.

We are fool but God is wise.

We are stubborn but God knows what is the best for us.

We are lost but God knows our life.

I have no idea whether I have chosen a wrong one.

However, I know He is leading.

Just give it a try.

Who knows? I have made a right decision? (:

Friends, break it through.

You know what you are doing.

It is so blessed for all of us to proceed so far over here.

Favorite Phrase: "Every question you have asked, God always knows the answer."

Pray for you guys. (:

Dream

Everyone has a dream.

Please, stop questioning and stop me from that.

This is not a matter about can or cannot; it is about you WANT or DON'T WANT!

When you start questioning others, why don't you think about yourself?

What have you done for your future?

What do you expect to do in your future?

Do you able to give your family a secure and safe condition?

Or your love one should always worry about money, food, bills?

When you are stating so much of principles, why don't you think about yourself?

Is life really as tough as you think?

Indeed, if you don't even want to work for it.

God will make a way (:

God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength
For each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way

By a roadway in the wilderness
He'll lead me
And rivers in the desert will I see
Heaven and earth will fade
But His Word will still remain
He will do something new today

Part of my life (I)

In this silent night, I have learnt something.

It is uneasy to handle one thing- Friendship.

When you have trusted so much on ones, he/she might make stories on you.

Only one-week-friend though.

Perhaps, I am just not so good.

Perhaps, he is just a jerk.

Or, I am just way too stupid and the one who can be fooled around?

HA HA HA..

And I have made another decision too.

And, ya.. I really miss you guys, E ren.

Xinqian :'( I really feel very helpless now. Why ah.. Hahahahahaha..

Dear God,

I know I have made a stupid mistake again. And you knew I would do it. And I know it will not bring me a good ending. I insisted. So, this is what I got. (: So yea, Please let me rest in your arms for a night. And tomorrow I will be a new me. Because bible tells me so: (Exodus 15:26)

He said, "If you listen carefully to the voice of the LORD your God and do what is right in his eyes, if you pay attention to his commands and keep all his decrees, I will not bring on you any of the diseases I brought on the Egyptians, for I am the LORD, who heals you."

Dear God, you love such a sinful me. I should be thankful. (: God, please give me one more chance.

Thanks for listening to my lil prayer. I give my pray in the name of Jesus, Amen.

After long while, I am updating my Blog. ^^

AHA.. I have isolated my blog for months. And NOW, I am back to clean the dust!

Hmmm, this semester will be my busiest-ever semester! Events, exams, training, work, revisions are stacked up high on my desk, and I do not manage to touch it! Oh my GEEZ~! But anyway, YOU will always be the guidance. I believe in you! ^^

Events coming up! The very first battle will be my EE's training. Haha, I must start to grease my holy sword, and fight for HIM.

This will be a very tough one, as we need to fight against our biggest but weakest enemy!

Next, it will be MUET! This is also why I am writing this in English. Arghh, I can't imagine, how terrible my grammar and vocabulary! ALAMAK! Never mind, start from now, AT LEAST I DID SOMETHING FOR IT?! Haha!

In mid-April, it will be my last chance to sit for TRIAL EXAM in A levels! Hahaha, actually I know, I never study well for my trial. AHA! Failure is the mother of Success? Lalala!

In May and June, I am going to sit the last semester subjects, w

hich are always known as KILLER PAPERS! HAHAHA, for me the previous units are also KILLERS! :( (And my Jan exam result is going to release soon! HELP! SOS!!!!)

Lastly, it will be my interview to enter my degree course. Hopefully, my result enable me to proceed! >.<>

Slimmest angle ever! ^^

Okay, here come some cute photos!

Competition between 3 kids! Okay, I lose.

WAAAA.. Stella you very pia hoh? Want champion ah? GIVE U LA!

Okay, gonna off soon! Buaiiii~~

朋友

回头一看，自己依然是孤独一人走在这条路上。

何必骗自己自己有多受欢迎

何必骗自己自己有朋友相伴

对你好的，暗地里捅你数刀

对你好的，把你的私生活放在放大镜下曝晒

对你好的，在你兴高采烈时泼你冷水

对你好的，笑里藏刀

你不知道，你不知道

你只是一味的想着过往的背叛

你只是一味的觉得，你是对的

我不知道，我真的不知道

谁是凶手，谁是挑拨离间者。

也许，挑拨我跟你的是同一个人

也许，挑拨你和我的也是同一个人

她不希望你离开她

所以她行动可恶，可怕，可笑

这一辈子，无法再见面的话

我还想对你说什么？

只想说，你对我的好，我会记住

请小心提防，近在咫尺的人

她 会 害 你。

我想你 (:

体会

1) 心有一句感慨，我真的老了。

脑海里的东西，多半是很久以前该记得的事。

最近发生的，我都忘了。

有人告诉我，不美好的事物，我们的大脑都会选择不去记起。

是真的吗？

2) 如果我做错了一件事，就要死一次，我已经不在了。

但是，神爱我。

祂让我在这世上为祂做美好的事，为祂打美好的战。

如果是这样，我还应该犹豫吗？

3) 不经一事，不长一智。

每个人都渴望的，未必是好的。

只有渴慕主，才是对我们有益的。

与其花时间，倒不如做些有意义的事。

与其花时间，倒不如做一些有益的事。

4) 爱是恒久忍耐，又有恩慈。

不管有多么的讨厌，都应该去容忍。

上帝对我多番忍让，不管我做了多么错的事。

我 要 忍 耐 ！ ！ ！

5) 上帝心里有蓝图，祂的时间不错误。

如果你求的，不是他所喜悦的，

一切只是惘然。

不管现在的你有多么的乐在其中，

时间到了，一切只是转眼云烟。

不要一味的求，乃是要明白上帝的旨意。

It has been weeks.

Queendom

I have never expected it would actually happen on me, perhaps to us.

I am glad that I found them, my happiness, my passion.

Music, was my passion, I thought it was.

But actually it is, instead.

Having Queendom is a miracle, is not a dream that I could ever know.

Stella, LinY, XinQian: I love you all.

It would be a long way for us to hit our target, but I do believe, WE CAN if we are with GOD.

In God, nothing is impossible, impossible is nothing. (:

Next Saturday will be our first "performance", or we shall call it a gift to God as He lets us to meet each other and have the chance.

It is a lame post I suppose. But it is what I wanted to say.

It is really glad that I am having you guys. (: My pleasure.

Keep on going, Queendom. (: I love you.

Give all the glory to our beloved God Father. (:

Queendom ROCKS!!!

寂寞

寂寞依旧在蔓延..

爱笑的人，不一定快乐的；

快乐的人，却一定爱笑；

爱哭的人，不一定伤心；

只是哭了之后，会比较舒服。

如果已决定了寂寞，就不要埋怨。

如果以选择了迁就，就不要忧愁。

如果已放弃了追求，就不要苦苦相逼。

如果已不是你的，就不要假装高贵。

如果，一切都如果。^.^

久违的感觉，终于找回了。

谢谢你。

<3>

Happy Day

Today is a good day. (:

I am very happy.

I am not emotional anymore.

And thank you.

love you, xa man.

Keyboard can be nice too. :)

感觉

所以我说，人始终是人，都会欺骗人。

所以我说，不要相信人。

因为人始终会骗你，而你自己永远都不会骗你自己。

我讨厌那些每次将自己想得有多完美就多完美的人。

总爱将自己的那一套思想套在别人的头上，

假装自己有多好。

心理不平衡，脑髓不清醒

引言

“如果你不想说的话，可不可以拜托你，不要让别人知道你在生闷气？

我知道以你的演技应该一点都不难吧？”

原由：泡沫之夏-尹夏沫

What the LOL

This evening, after my class, it was raining HEAVILY.

really HEAVILY.

Then, HS aka ah bao aka Jen Goh and I decided to go to library to do homework.

But, due to some REASONs, she went to Dean's office to WORK.

so, left me alone. so cham. :(

Then, I was without an umbrella. So, I was trying to find an unused classroom to do my h/w.

Hmmm, UCSI earns big money i think. There is no empty class available.

Then, I took a lift to 3rd floor, tot to find yi-lin.

What the, the rain water is dripping in the lift.

I heard someone asking, "hey, how much u pay per sem? shud we complain?"

This one is still NORMAL complaining.

I heard another guy saying this. "UCSI might want to make a water theme park with this lift."

First---What the lol.

Then, i went to recital hall. There are a group of people who were doing their presentation for Moral studies.

So, I quietly went in, and sat at the last row, so that no one can see me.

There was a group, who are discussing abt the "gender".. something abt the equability.

Usually, there will be a Q&A section after each and every presentation.

And NORMALLY, there will be nobody asking anything.

BUT!!!

there is a guy, who looks so yong sui.

He asked, "is the topic u guys sharing related to MORAL?"

actually i found him quite funny by asking this question. ofcoz there is plenty of facts that can prove it is related.

Then, the group leader was so kind to answer, "we r sharing abt men and women have equal rights. and so on so forth."

Then that yong sui guy, "okay, then wad's the moral value?"

"respecting each and everyone in our society."

"why it is relating to the MORAL?"

Second--- WHAT THE LOL...

usually if we meet this kind of annoyer, we will just ignore during presentation.

but, one of the group members stood up, and asked.

"Hey dude, do u pay attention during our presentation? why u keep on asking those question which have already included in our presentation or the slides?"

Third, WHAT THE LOL....

".........................." (we all laughed like mad, even i could not stop my hand from clapping)

then that guy continued.

"any more stupid question to ask? if not, next group please. Thanks for ur supporting and claps."

HAHAHA, WHAT THE LOL.

rainy day is not emo day.

it is HAPPY day. =)

理不清，剪就断

New Semester, New Life

This semester, can be very toughed and suffering. I want to make things different if compared to last semester.

1. I must study more.

2. I must touch a bit a bit of the lessons before it is taught.

3. I must COMPLETE my homeworks in time.

4. I must not sleep too much.

5. I must not watch drama too much.

6. I must not facebook-ing so much.

7. I must apply the "6am concept" always.

8. I must NOT EAT TOO MUCH.

9. I must apply the "WWJD" concept always.

10. I must not get angry of someone or something easily.

11. I must make myself to play piano during leisure time.

12. I must go to GYM.

13. I must do more reading to improve my english. *oh gosh, i cant even write an essay now*

14. I must clean my room often.

15. I must SMILE every time when I am not doing anything. *people always think that I am emo or angry when i have no emotion.*

That's all. I M-U-S-T make things right.

And, lastly before i post this and applying those i have promised, i want to say something.

Somehow, people always don't cherish what they have now. They pursue. This is correct, this ain't wrong at all.

But when you hurt someone, then you're wrong.

Somehow, people always think that THEY ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO DO THINGS CORRECTLY. And they always think the others were wrong, they are JERKS.

How absurd that is.

Somehow, people always think that their lies are perfectly covered. However, the lies are PERFECTLY presented in front of the public. Only those who lie ain't know that they are so stupid to lie.

Somehow, people always think that someone approach them have motives. However, when there is no one to concern about them, they will say the world is loveless. ABSURD!

Okay, done. (:

There is a phrase, in chinese. 井水不犯河水。

After bla-ing so much, time to off to bed. =D

New Semester, New Life. WWJD. 6am concept.

GraccY~

不懂

不懂几时你变得那么肤浅

不懂几时你变得那么不成熟

不懂几时你变得那么不可理喻

不懂几时你变得那么无知

不懂几时你变得那么假

不懂几时你变得那么愚蠢

不懂几时你变得这样

是我过度敏感，还是？

我好期待那一瞬间赶快出现

救我脱离你的世界

可怕又愚蠢的世界

可怕的利益，可悲的无知

我无话可说

也许，你会成功？有一天?

加油吧。。。

有一天你会明白当初你是多可笑。。。

我算什么？

你是大混蛋！我讨厌你！

有事情就找我，没事就把我甩一边！

贱贱贱！！！

有种就不要再找我！

!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*