Slack first lah..

Hmmm, today is my cousinS' wedding day. My biao jie and biao ge is married on the same day. Wow, so sweet. When looking at them, I wonder when is my turn? Haha, it is somewhat a terrible, for me maybe?! Or I will never get married? =X, touch wood touch wood. Watching all my coussyS have a boy friend or a girl friend already, but I'm still available. Sad what? Although I am the youngest among them. Lalala.

By the way, today I am my cousin's "ji mui". It is really a fun one. ASKING ANGPAOs is our main job today. All of us, money face and money minded. Kept asking red pockets from the bridegroom. And, I was really jiat lat one. I have RM100 together, but RM50 is lost by me. Really jiat lat one lo.. =( haha, however, I got experience to kacau bridegroom and his "heng dai". Haha

Tonight will be my biao ge's wedding dinner, and 2mr nite is my biao jie's as well. It is so called, WEIGHT-GAINING-DAY!! Hahaha.



MEMORABLE DAYS WITH JAY=D

This feeling, visits me again.

Tonight, is tonight. The feeling I hate the most comes visiting me once again. It is not really emo, but it is emo; it is not really sad, but it is sad; it is not really frustrated, but it is frustrated. LOL, wth?! Haha. Since I can "haha", means I'm still okay. I have fed up with this kind of feeling, from the day I made the promise with him. He, is him. He is a damn freaky guy. I don't wth are in his mind. Somehow, I seem to be fooling all around. However, I love to spend time with him. I have been waiting for a long time. Is he? As he said, he is. But, is that true? I don't know. He is surrounded with flowers, but I am just the fertilizer? Haha, according to those minerals inside my body, yeah, I'm somewhat like a fertilizer. ZZZ... I hate this kind of feeling. I hate!!! When will this end up?

Not I never thought to give up. I tried not to SMS, chatting and thinking about him. However, I still end up like this. HAHA. Stupid. He says, he will wait for me. Somewhen, I think to blame, he ain't spent enough time with me. But, I love to pretend, I don't really care, as he always busy with his studies. PRETENDING I am tough enough, enough. PRETENDING huh?

Oh well, it is all done. Done abreaction. Feeling better than just now. Wondering shall I post such a post like this? Later sure all come to me and ask, "who is that guy?", "what happened again?", bla bla bla. Alright, I would answer now. He is a damn freaky guy. Nothing happens actually. Only my own wishful thinking.




***I miss you, baby.
I love you. ***

When there was me and you

It's funny when you find yourself
looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all i want
is to be over there
Why did i let myself believe
miracles could happen
'cause now i have to pretend
that i don't really care



I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star that's coming true
But everybody else could tell
that I confused my feelings
with the truth
When there was me and you



I swore I knew the melody
that I heard you singing
and when you smiled you made me feel
like I could sing along
but then you went and changed the words
now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-bes
and once upon a song



now I know you're not a fairytale
and dreams were meant for sleeping
and wishes on a star just don't come true
'cause now even I can tell
that I confused my feelings
with the truth
because I liked the view
when there was me and you



I can't believe
that I could be so blind
it's like you were floating
while I was falling
and I didn't mind
because I liked the view
I thought you felt it too


When there was me and you

Heading to UCSI!!

Good news of the month: "I have applied to UCSI, the KL Campus instead. =D
One step closer to my dream, give thanks to God as He leads me and guides me all along the way. Give all the glory to Him. And, thanks my mom as she finally lets me to go KL, although she is worried so much. Especially my dad, he insisted to let me go studying in Form 6. However, he has agreed with my decision. These are all good done from God. Thankssssss..

People say, "Grace, must guai guai over there, study hard. Don't let your parents to worry." Ya, I will try my very hard to study. (STUDY BECAUSE I WANT TO EARN LOTS OF MONEY IN THE FUTURE!!) Haha. Somebody asked, "eh grace, will you slim down when you go KL? As there are a lot of LENGLUIs who are thin and charming." LMAO, will I? Haha, KL has lots of nice food leh. Haha, I will gua? GUA?

Lastly, my dear buddy, Pong is going to Aussie, Jia is staying in Riam Tech for her A-level. Sooner or later, all of us will be seperated all over the GLOBE, to study. God, let's my dearries, always in good condition, stay pretty, SLIM, haha. The most important, our souls must be kept by God, let Him to lead us, be our guardian. =) Give thanks to God.
FRIENDS FOREVER!!! MUACKSSSSSSSSS

What is the PRINCIPLE or LAW is it?

There is a pressure, which will make students study hard, as well as spend all the time to read.
What is the Principle or Law is that?

"Pascal's principle?"


"Bernoulli's principle?"


"Archimedes' principle?"


Lol, do suffering a lot these few days. Black circles come out, like "scare people can't see". Haha.

Now, I got sick. Strong and HEALTHY girl like me got sick? hahaha..
People always say, once u released all your stress, you will get sick easily. WTH?!
Cough, sore throat and flu. All come to visit me together, so kind are they. Hmmm, I wonder.



Jiayou laaaa, no matter what. Graccy, jiayou jiayou jiayou. Shoo away all the sicknesses.
One more month to big game, chiong ahhhhh!!!




Graccyyyyy

Forgive Even You can't Forget.

This quote, I got it from DAILY ADVICE in Facebook.
Somehow, I can't let go. Somewhat I am the one who insist to remember?
I don't know.
Look further. No matter what happens, the sun still shines brightly for us.

QIONG ah, SPM!!!

Today, I have my history paper 1. I tot i would fail this paper, as I didn't study much. What I can say is, I am just too lucky. Haha..My blazer photo

My blazer photo with spec..
You guys might feel weird, why both photos look similar.
It is because... hahahah.. (secret) *wink*


I promise, I will do my best in my SPM, so is MY 2ND TRIAL.
(Though I have gotten my forecast result already=( )

JIAYOU!!