Christmas Day 2011

People might ask, what's so special this year.
I will answer you, yes, it is definitely not special this year, it is fabulous, awesome, wonderful, graceful every year instead.

Awww, what am I trying to express? LOL

Anyway, just Jack came during this Christmas, celebration with all Mi-KL-ians who has come back in Miri.

Visiting, talking, laughing, bullshit-ing, and a really sincere conversation with Lemuel and Jack.

Start to know what's on guys' mind.
Not they don't know, they just don't dare to give any concern further more.
Yes, I got it. :)

Met KKL in the christmas concert. Well, seems that he has forgotten about me.
and yes, I am trying to get back so far, but suddenly feel what a shock that he is so much alike as J. Who I don't really mind or should say I don't even want to think back of any of the memories he had given. So much of hurts, heart broken and fear.

Met love this christmas, he has really gone mature a lot.
Same old charming he is, uncontrollable attracted by him.

This might be why lil girls always get cheated by old men. :X
no offend. *wink*

Life is going to go back to normal.
Studying life.

Hope that what's on my mind will really work in real life.
I am not kidding on it, I am serious.
Just wish that I can hang over, and strive my best again, again with God.

Thanks KKL, Love, and Stevie. :)
Thanks for this Christmas.

Miss y'all in Miri.
Just can't wait for the next meet-ups. :)

4 days more to 2012.
All the best.

Dream

Again, I dreamt about you.
In my dream, you finally proposed in blog.
How hurt it were.

I hope, it is not going to happen in real life.
I hope, we are friends as always.

Please?

那些年, 那个人, 那些事

喜欢看着脸书左侧发现你上线了

喜欢你总是毫不在乎的语气

喜欢你温柔体贴问我什么风把我吹来

喜欢你总是不能小声的哼唱

喜欢我们一起玩上线游戏

喜欢你不拘小节不顾形象

喜欢你的背影永远走在我前面

喜欢你爱说教

喜欢你每一个优点缺点

也喜欢这样的相处模式

曾经是那么的喜欢

换来今天的就只是礼貌的问候

换来今天就只是你脸书上的新帐号

换来的只是你和她的合照

脑里还隐约存留着那年我和你的...

第一张合照

第一次的夜市

第一次的棉花糖

第一次那么静距离的看着你

第一次把你介绍给朋友

第一次被朋友称赞说我眼光终于也有好的一次

第一次钱包里有男生的自拍照

第一次为了约会搭巴士

第一次为了和你一起念书跑到图书馆

第一次被牧者传道知道我们交往的消息

第一次为了一封简讯哭了

第一次为了你送的巧克力开心了几天都不舍得吃完

第一次在戏院里被牵着看完整部戏

第一次为了你的家人担心了整晚

第一次为了忍耐你姐的我的不满低声下气的道歉解释

第一次为了你我哭到不成人形

第一次认真的幻想计划我们的未来

第一次为了你不再主动找我哭了

第一次为了赌气关机3天

第一次冷战就结束了我们1年的关系

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真的只能说, 你是我生命里带给我最多欢笑, 最多泪水, 也最刻骨铭心

直到现在我还忘不了... 那时的点点滴滴

早知道 你只是飞鸟

拥抱后 只剩下 羽毛

当初你又何必浪费

那么多咖啡和玫瑰来打扰

那些日子 让我无法忘记的日子

我依然无法把你从梦里赶走

是否证明--我还想你??

快乐

有时候幸福就是那么简单

却又那么困难

但是因为你

我了解到什么是单纯的快乐

就只是静静的遥远望着你

希望在你脸上看见笑容

希望你能天天开心

体会惜福，感恩着... 每件事情的发生

体会到各种不同的人事物带来的喜悦

感谢曾经你们到过我的生命之中...

感恩有你在最痛苦的时候, 用歌声的陪伴 :))

C: Xie xie ni men~~

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What if dreams are meant to come true?

What if hearts are meant to be broken?

What if rules are meant to be broken?

What if I am no longer myself?

What if I am not who I suppose to be?

What if I am not as happy as you always see?

What if I am not as tough as I have done pretending?

What if I am crying when I am laughing out loud?

What if I am crazy as I can't make a right decision?

What if everything is just an "if" in my life?

Dreams are not meant to come true.

Hearts are not meant to be broken

Rules are set to follow.

You are always who you suppose to be.

When you are not happy, I am always hang on, and find a way to make u happy once again.

When you are crying, please remember there is a tissue box beside your table.

Don't go crazy, as you have been crazy enough all the time.

Everything is not fixed, unless you work on it.

Cheer, GT cheers.

Everything is going to be alright.

Everything is going to be just fine.

:'( TEACH ME HOW. PLEASE.

夢

昨晚的夢境是多麼的真實

可以就讓它在真實生活發生嗎?

如果真的發生了, 我會不會真的很開心?