Bored

Sometimes I blame for the frequencies, I know it was tough to handle.
Somehow, i feel the inner of me telling me that to take it as a challenge and do not fear of it.
Yea, do not feel any fear of it. Face it, and so you can walk out my life.
It is uneasy, I still remembered, I did not read your wall post so frequently. But now, I am reading it if there is any updates. AHA, it's the point! Freaking positive minded? I don't escape but to face it, literally my heart tastes so much sour and pain when I read those, but girl, grow up grow up. This super-high-degree-of-sourness will take me to somewhere nice.

And I am crazy enough to write these things out, and this is just a random one. Yea, randomly wrote.
So yea, just too bored without stepping my feet out of my apartment. Oh yea, BORED!

曾经

曾经在我生命里头出现了这么一位人士

总在我最冒火最冲动最会犯错的时候对我说一句

“Hey, we need to talk.”

他, 渐渐的走出我的生命, 渐渐的, 渐渐的...

不再害怕失去, 不再害怕等待, 不再害怕什么配不配得起

静悄悄, 把他放在我内心最深处...

虽然不时还依然惦记着他的一切一切

但是总该放下的还是要放下

不然? 你是变态? 自我虐待狂?

或许我的人生也许不再与你有任何的交际

或许我们此生都不会再约出来吃螃蟹

或许我们有一天擦身而过依然会回头对望微笑, 想起当年的我们有多疯狂

有无数的或许和假设我都想过了

就只是再也不想象之前和你约定的种种

我依然记得, 那天我对你说

“You deserve a better one.”

虽然此时此刻我还是不舍

爱一个人不是就像看见他是多么的幸福吗?

与其念念不忘, 倒不如潇洒的说

“祝你幸福”?

:))

你

这一篇是带着感恩又开心的心情

你还是那时候的你

依然是明白如何解决事情的你

知道应该在什么时候才解释清楚的你

你知道我的脾气 在当下继续解释只会让事情变更糟

你还是像上次一样，选择在一个星期后才慢慢的说

不管怎么样

我想通了

:)

你，要幸福啊~