First day of the orientation

Okay, today is the 1st day i could do touring around our school compound.
It is not that big, as the pictures shown at the website.

There was one musician who came to give a speech today, DENNIS LAU, quite engdao too.. =X
When he asked, why some of us have chosen music faculty.
there are two answers.
Formal: My passion is in the music.
Informal: Life without music, SUCKS. lol

today, really a troublesome day.
did a lots of things myself. tired.
walking here and thr, and especially i need to communicate with ENGLISH.
hmmm, i really need to practise a lots, so that i can speak fluently.

haha, time to bed.. nite nite.. 2mr will continue with the stories.
Love u all.. night night. =)



GraccY~

New Life in KL

Urm, 1st of all, i need to thank all of you who came to airport today.
It is hard to arrange the transportation, but you guys still there. =)

Thanks god, for He once again let me know that I am not alone, I have a big bunch of friends who always stand at my side if i meet troubles.

Thanks my family, for they have sacrificed a lots sending me to KL.

God, bless those who love me. And wish you guys always in a good condition no matter where you are. Stay healthy and happy. =)




GraccY~

p.s/I will update my blog very soon to let you guys know about my new environment. HAHAHA!!

Merry Christmas to all of you!!

HOHOHO, Merry Christmas.
Christmas, makes me review my pasts.
The promises he has made, the words that he has given, etc.
I remember about the BEACH.
But, all are vanished.

However, it does make me to SEE CLEARER instead? LOL!
Christmas Day merely for us to remember about our Jesus Christ. =)

A big applause to our church choir members, they have done a very good job.
And our elders, for the dancing part. It is good, for me?
And those children performance. WOW, cute.. xD



Anyway, wish all of you have a happy day=)




GraccY~

《为何对我这么好》 种子音乐

词曲：盛晓玫 Amy Sand
演唱：盛晓玫
专辑：亲密的朋友

走过熙攘人群
踏遍海角天涯
找不到一份爱象耶稣
他抚慰我心
他怀抱我灵
测不透的
不求回报的爱情
爱到为我降生
爱到为我受死
爱到体恤我一切软弱
他柔声呼唤
他耐心守候
永不停息
无怨无悔的爱情
他为何对我这么好
我虽然不好
他却听我每个祈祷
或在宁静夜里
或在伤心夜里
他为何对我这么好
我虽然不配
他还爱我如同珍宝
此情山高海深
主你为何对我这么的好

爱到为我降生
爱到为我受死
爱到体恤我一切软弱
他柔声呼唤
他耐心守候
永不停息
无怨无悔的爱情
他为何对我这么好
我虽然不好
他却听我每个祈祷
或在宁静清晨
或在伤心夜里
他为何对我这么好
我虽然不配
他还爱我如同珍宝
此情山高海深
主你为何对我这么的好

主祢为何对我这么好
我虽然不好
祢却听我每个祈祷
或在宁静清晨
或在伤心夜里
祢为何对我这么好
我虽然不配
祢还爱我如同珍宝
此情山高海深
主你为何对我这么的好
此情山高海深
主你为何对我这么的好

Happy

Today is the first day going out with him, just both of us. *Happy*
We went to movie, watched "ALVIN & THE CHIPMUNKS II".
Really had the desire to lay on his shoulder when he was so close to me? =P
But, I have no courage to do so, and I know, I need to WAIT? Haha.
(Got the chance to go out with him already need to curi-curi gelak lw.. )

After that, we went to a shop with Chardly, Moses, and Jai Seng, discussing abt HIS WORDS.
Gained a lots from Chardly, thanks god that he sends such a good speaker to us.

Then, we went to Chun's house.
I am really glad that, he and I have a chat about our things.
Future, thinkings, and etc.
I am very surprised that, he wont avoid from me, since I am so clear to him.
God's lead? HAHA.


No matter what, am waiting still.
After A-level, I know I know.
I am very clear what are more important for me now.
So, no need to worry about me.
*If God really arranges me a mate, he will APPEAR at the right time. =)*
**But what if HE really does not arrange me one? uh oh.... **

Everything gives to god ba. Let him to lead. =)

aza aza fighting, Graccy. =)




554.


GraccY~

感动

好久好久，没有因为主的缘故，我掉下了眼泪
我才刚发现。。。
往往，一次又一次的，为了自己的软弱，自己的无奈，
倔强的眼泪流下来

上帝，很奇妙
让人一次次的受伤害，但是又一次次的医治安慰
在朋友的见证下，
我看见，自己是多么的幸运
比上虽然不足，比下却有余
我还在等什么？
等着和别人一样的待遇？
好傻好傻。。。

很喜欢被上帝拥在怀里的感觉
前所未有的安慰，喜悦，
环绕着我。。。

上帝，就在你身边，等着你紧紧抓住他的手，
你愿意吗？
他在等你，无时无刻都在等你
他不在乎你是否是个无恶不作的人，
还是你是热心慈善的人
他爱我，他爱你，他爱我们大家

所以，我要时刻提醒自己，
不可离开上帝
即使，在深渊，在高峰，
上帝都在我左右，目光完全没有离开过我

感恩 =)






晴天 笔

Memorable Days in Camp

Last 2 days, I went to the gradution camp which is organized by MGC.
Wow, I am glad that I do join the camp, if not, I am the one who lost something important in our teenage life.

I have learnt a lots through the camp, I have made many friends who I don't even have a chance to talk to them without the camp.
I found out that, if I want to do something, it is possible, if only if I am willing to do so.

Ya, memorable days indeed.
The five-edged star, I would never forget. =)
Hope YOU too.




Thanks god, giving me tutorials.
Thanks god, giving me the chances to do everything.
Thanks god, giving me the chance to know YOU well.





Graccy~

Roses never red

I am so down.
I am so sicked.
I am so tired.

I don't know what shall I do for my future.
Day by day.
I am so confused with my feeling.
I am so blur about what I am working on.

It is a long journey, I need to walk step by step until I reach my destination, ALONE?
I don't know.

Roses never red, while I have never grown up.
Blog, is the only place, I can express my feeling, without arranging, without thinking.
It is my space, my way to do what I really want to do.


(Currently listening to You Raise Me Up from Westlife.)


When I am down, and my soul so weary.
When troubles come and my heart burdened be.
Then I am still and wait here in the silence.
Until YOU come and sit a while with me.

You raise me up so I can stand on mountains.
You raise me up to walk on stormy seas.
I am strong when I am on your shoulders.
YOU raise me up to more than I can be,


Is anybody there when I fall?
Is anybody there when I am down?
Is anybody there when I am lost?
Is anybody there to heal me?
Is anybody there to help?
IS ANYBODY THERE?
IS ANYBODY THERE?
HELLOOOOO?









560.




I am still waiting for ya.






ICE~

Sweet =)

Did something very crazy just now.
It was sweet, anyhow.
At least, it is.. for me. =)
Thanks for accompany me for a whole night.





563.

563 days

Yesterday, I was really stupid enough. I misunderstood something.
And, I made myself emo for whole night.
I am really, really, really stupid.
I am so sorry. I know you are so sad, as he is leaving today.
But, I brought you the mafan again.
Don't cry. Bound for the ball of glory.
I will always by your side if you need me?
Hahaha.


563.

564 days

I am going to wait another 564 days.
God bless me please? I don't want to break the promise.
I am waiting for the one you really have chosen for me.
Is he the one?
I don't know.
There are 564 days to go.
I'm willing to wait.



=)

一切就这样结束了

SPM 就这样在一场欢呼声中结束
而我却还一直闷闷不乐
华语，真的很难很难
“别让生命留白”
那我呢？



一直很难恢复自己的心情
EMO... zzzzzzz
听着别人的狂欢，我却在旁静静的等待黑夜的到来
我很失败，很失败


。564

I really enjoy my life.

I always blame, there is no one I can talk when I am emo.
Thanks god, I have found a bunch of good friends.
Biet, Jun Wei, Foon Ngian, Li Wei, Li Min, Hie ling and Sau Lin.
Hope I do not miss out anyone of you.

I am really glad that, I have found them.
Somehow, I always feel lonely.
Friends are to share my happiness instead of sadness?
I don't know. I pray and pray, I hope there is really somebody I can rely on when I am sad, helpless, and hopeless.
However, they have turned up. =)

Very soon, we have to split and going to places we study.
I hope, we will never forget each other, and keep contact.
I enjoy the moment talking to them, a lots.
No need to pretend, time to take off my mask, time to reload my machine gun. LOL

I think friends should be like this right?
Alright, wish we will all get good result in SPM.
And strive the best for our last paper, CHINESE. (My NIGHTMARE)

Hmmm, time to bed. Night night. =)

恩典之路

Last Sunday, thr was a duet.
they sang 恩典之路。
the song, really too nice.. lovely melody with meaningful lyrics.
I cried as if God leads me, this long journey.

Here's the lyrics.

你是我的主,引我走正義路
高山或低谷,都是你在保護

萬人中唯獨,你愛我認識我
永遠不變的應許,這一生都是祝福

一步又一步,這是恩典之路
你愛,你手,將我緊緊抓住

一步又一步,這是盼望之路
你愛,你手,牽引我走這人生路



Here's the link to view the vid.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Q444bzsehU

Amen.



GracCY

HOHOHO, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

I am very excited today. As it is the LAST time touching my physics reference books and notes..
I gonna admit that, I didn't really study as hard as my friends.
Biet, always does his revision until the midnight; Ling and lily also did the same thing; ngian really takes his spm very seriously; li min's basics also a lots better than mine; Jun Wei is top student in 5S1, pun very stressed about his performance in exam...
What about me? hahaha, slacking, sleeping, talking, online, eating, and etc. I did it, when I really want to do it.
Haih, no matter how. I have tried my best. I am really week in physics, those concepts, drawing, law, rules and etc, i MEMORIZED it instead of understand it.. haha.. It takes more time for me to understand, i think? hahaha

Whatever la. It has passed, nothing can do for it.

Last 2 subjects, chemistry and chinese.
Chinese, the subject i worry the most.
I just realized that, i always speak(chinese) in ayat songsang.
I just realized, THIS YEAR.
They said, my chinese very english style. LOL


For an example,
English: I want to go to canteen now.
Chinese: 我要去食堂，现在。

This type of "grammar", appears many times in my chinese essays.
OMG, what i suppose to do now? (我应该做什么，现在？）
lol..


Lastly, MERRY CHRISTMAS.

*JINGLE BELL, JINGLE BELL, JINGLE ALL THE WAY!!!*


*There is always someone who always lives in my heart. I miss you, I really do.=)*





GracCY~