Thursday, April 28, 2011

Dream


Everyone has a dream.
Please, stop questioning and stop me from that.
This is not a matter about can or cannot; it is about you WANT or DON'T WANT!

When you start questioning others, why don't you think about yourself?
What have you done for your future?
What do you expect to do in your future?
Do you able to give your family a secure and safe condition?
Or your love one should always worry about money, food, bills?
When you are stating so much of principles, why don't you think about yourself?
Is life really as tough as you think?
Indeed, if you don't even want to work for it.

Found out something in my Bloggie

【所以我说,人始终是人,都会欺骗人。
所以我说,不要相信人。
因为人始终会骗你,而你自己永远都不会骗你自己。

我讨厌那些每次将自己想得有多完美就多完美的人。
总爱将自己的那一套思想套在别人的头上,
假装自己有多好。】

This is what I have written months ago. But yet, I still think that it is really applicable ALL THE TIME.
YES, I MEAN YOU!
YOU YOU YOU!
You're damn so mean, SO AM I?

WTH, I should have aware of this, but not enduring it.
So yea, it happens again and again.
Alright, this is what we called LIFE.
ALRIGHT! FINE!
PISSED OFF!

Monday, April 25, 2011

God will make a way (:

God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength
For each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way

By a roadway in the wilderness
He'll lead me
And rivers in the desert will I see
Heaven and earth will fade
But His Word will still remain
He will do something new today


Part of my life (I)

In this silent night, I have learnt something.
It is uneasy to handle one thing- Friendship.
When you have trusted so much on ones, he/she might make stories on you.

Only one-week-friend though.
Perhaps, I am just not so good.
Perhaps, he is just a jerk.
Or, I am just way too stupid and the one who can be fooled around?
HA HA HA..

And I have made another decision too.

And, ya.. I really miss you guys, E ren.
Xinqian :'( I really feel very helpless now. Why ah.. Hahahahahaha..

Dear God,
I know I have made a stupid mistake again. And you knew I would do it. And I know it will not bring me a good ending. I insisted. So, this is what I got. (: So yea, Please let me rest in your arms for a night. And tomorrow I will be a new me. Because bible tells me so: (Exodus 15:26)
He said, "If you listen carefully to the voice of the LORD your God and do what is right in his eyes, if you pay attention to his commands and keep all his decrees, I will not bring on you any of the diseases I brought on the Egyptians, for I am the LORD, who heals you."
Dear God, you love such a sinful me. I should be thankful. (: God, please give me one more chance.
Thanks for listening to my lil prayer. I give my pray in the name of Jesus, Amen.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Someone is complaining about my blog theme. :(
but, i m not going to change it anyway. :)
lalala~

so yea, nothing much to update.
just bored.. :P

Sunday, April 17, 2011

无题

还记得,“无题”是我真的十分非常emo的时候会用的题目。
因为,它真的是无题。
没有任何重要的东西,内容。
只是想找一个空间好好发泄。

看起来每天都很开心的我,
我,真的开心吗?
我,真的快乐吗?

当初做的决定,想在人生中,找充实来忘记不开心的回忆。
现在,我的生活充实的不像话。
我真的不知道我到底要的是什么。
每天忙忙碌碌的念书,
还是,每天吃饱摇脚?
我已经看不清楚我前面的路。
我看不见我所要去的地方。

常常对自己说,
对自己的决定负责任。
因为,路是我选的。
有人苦口婆心的劝告,
我都抛在脑后。
现在,自食恶果,活该!

我很笨,我懒惰,我堕落
我很笨,我懒惰,我堕落

还有一个月就final
而我,什么都不会。
我真的不知道,怎么办!救我!