In the beginning of 2012

People are posting and wishing it would be a great year. Me either.

I hope that I have a great start in this year with my study.

However, things happened without any signs. unexpected happened when we think that we are blissful.

We blamed, we complaint, we shouted, we cried.. but we forgot to pray.
I always think that, yea, it is just a small matter, i can handle it myself without God.
But what's next? I relied too much on my own, and when things come, I fell, I cried, and I shouted to God for reasons.

there is only a reason, I am too ego to live my own way, and God was not in my life.
I abandoned His words. and refused to listen the sound deeply in my heart.

look back, there are so many chances that i could have grabbed and moved back to the right track.
But i refused to do so. and keep the old nasty bad me.
And this, made today's me.
What's worse can be happening?

But then, I have promised myself, not to blame, not to complain. everything i met has a good will behind.
I have no fear, to move on. As there is always a hand guiding me in front.
I always believe that, man's extremity is God's opportunity.
Lean on God, make my choice, and move on.
What's next? MOVING ON with the guiding hand.

A great grace and promise from God, as He said, ‎"Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, yes, I will help you, I will uphold you with My righteous right hand." (Isaiah 41:10)

This verse strengthens me. And not looking backwards, but forwards. Fear not, for He is with me; for He is my God. He will strengthen me, yes, He will help me, He will uphold me with His righteous right hand.
And this will never ever fail. :))

And late posting my TO-DO-LIST in 2012 year.

1. not to blame, not to complain, and wait for His good wills.
2. be a happy fellow who dips in inner peace always.
3. study well, achieve a better grades as my ability can make it
4. serve more, no complains, no delay.
5. give more time to God: study His words.
6. WWJD, think of what Jesus will do before doing one thing.

*I guess, items will be added as days come.*

Great night, great immersion.
Great verse, great promise.
Great end, great start.

:))

朋友

回头一看，自己依然是孤独一人走在这条路上。

何必骗自己自己有多受欢迎

何必骗自己自己有朋友相伴

对你好的，暗地里捅你数刀

对你好的，把你的私生活放在放大镜下曝晒

对你好的，在你兴高采烈时泼你冷水

对你好的，笑里藏刀

你不知道，你不知道

你只是一味的想着过往的背叛

你只是一味的觉得，你是对的

我不知道，我真的不知道

谁是凶手，谁是挑拨离间者。

也许，挑拨我跟你的是同一个人

也许，挑拨你和我的也是同一个人

她不希望你离开她

所以她行动可恶，可怕，可笑

这一辈子，无法再见面的话

我还想对你说什么？

只想说，你对我的好，我会记住

请小心提防，近在咫尺的人

她 会 害 你。

我想你 (:

体会

1) 心有一句感慨，我真的老了。

脑海里的东西，多半是很久以前该记得的事。

最近发生的，我都忘了。

有人告诉我，不美好的事物，我们的大脑都会选择不去记起。

是真的吗？

2) 如果我做错了一件事，就要死一次，我已经不在了。

但是，神爱我。

祂让我在这世上为祂做美好的事，为祂打美好的战。

如果是这样，我还应该犹豫吗？

3) 不经一事，不长一智。

每个人都渴望的，未必是好的。

只有渴慕主，才是对我们有益的。

与其花时间，倒不如做些有意义的事。

与其花时间，倒不如做一些有益的事。

4) 爱是恒久忍耐，又有恩慈。

不管有多么的讨厌，都应该去容忍。

上帝对我多番忍让，不管我做了多么错的事。

我 要 忍 耐 ！ ！ ！

5) 上帝心里有蓝图，祂的时间不错误。

如果你求的，不是他所喜悦的，

一切只是惘然。

不管现在的你有多么的乐在其中，

时间到了，一切只是转眼云烟。

不要一味的求，乃是要明白上帝的旨意。

Promise

一直都还没有做的祷告，

今天我终于提起勇气了。

在那堂讲之后，一直都有感动。

但是，我怕我做不到。

我害怕，如果做不到，

再怎么祷告，一切只是惘然。

我看见他的生命，

在人前是多么的有见证。

不想触碰的感情事，

没有爱情的生命，

也多么的有生命力。

我看见，5年的承诺，

其实并不遥远。

除了爱情，

世上还有更多的事情可以做。

别人我不知道，至少我自己。

已经开始遗忘的一个祷告，

从新在我心中燃起火焰。

谢谢你。

让我知道。

因为你，我知道可以等待。

:)

心理不平衡，脑髓不清醒

我应该做吗？

挣扎了一天，我还是不敢做决定。

毕竟，不是短期的。

我害怕，我会受不住引诱

我害怕，我会不能够自己

靠着那加给我力量的，凡事都能做。

我应该怎样呢?

引言

“如果你不想说的话，可不可以拜托你，不要让别人知道你在生闷气？

我知道以你的演技应该一点都不难吧？”

原由：泡沫之夏-尹夏沫

理不清，剪就断

New Semester, New Life

This semester, can be very toughed and suffering. I want to make things different if compared to last semester.

1. I must study more.

2. I must touch a bit a bit of the lessons before it is taught.

3. I must COMPLETE my homeworks in time.

4. I must not sleep too much.

5. I must not watch drama too much.

6. I must not facebook-ing so much.

7. I must apply the "6am concept" always.

8. I must NOT EAT TOO MUCH.

9. I must apply the "WWJD" concept always.

10. I must not get angry of someone or something easily.

11. I must make myself to play piano during leisure time.

12. I must go to GYM.

13. I must do more reading to improve my english. *oh gosh, i cant even write an essay now*

14. I must clean my room often.

15. I must SMILE every time when I am not doing anything. *people always think that I am emo or angry when i have no emotion.*

That's all. I M-U-S-T make things right.

And, lastly before i post this and applying those i have promised, i want to say something.

Somehow, people always don't cherish what they have now. They pursue. This is correct, this ain't wrong at all.

But when you hurt someone, then you're wrong.

Somehow, people always think that THEY ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO DO THINGS CORRECTLY. And they always think the others were wrong, they are JERKS.

How absurd that is.

Somehow, people always think that their lies are perfectly covered. However, the lies are PERFECTLY presented in front of the public. Only those who lie ain't know that they are so stupid to lie.

Somehow, people always think that someone approach them have motives. However, when there is no one to concern about them, they will say the world is loveless. ABSURD!

Okay, done. (:

There is a phrase, in chinese. 井水不犯河水。

After bla-ing so much, time to off to bed. =D

New Semester, New Life. WWJD. 6am concept.

GraccY~