Sunday, May 30, 2010

Statistics 1


*This should be updated on 27 May.*

Before the exam, the day before the exam,
I can say, the things seemed, NEW to me.
the formula, the way of calculating it, the techniques of scoring.

It was torturing, learning it once again.
Honestly, my stats 1 really not good.
I can still remember, i got 40 plus for my first small test.
it is all about GRAPHS!!

TAN XIN QIAN SAID, i might have GRAPH-PHOBIA.. lol?

Okay, go back to the paper.
it is not as tough as i expected.
urm, i really don understand why mathematics not all about figures,
but it is abt explanations and theories. LOL
i don think i did well in explaining the graphs, the answers and so on.
however, some of my friends are quite disappointed about their performance?
some could not finish, some said the answers are weird. (I agree with the later one)
hmmm, how leh? xD wait until august then we will know. =P


Hahahahaha
12 days more to go back to MIRI!!
11 days more to go to SUNWAY!
10 more days to sit for STATS 2.. lol?

Wish me good luck.
but SLACK FIRST la.. hahahahahahaha..

是时候了


逃避了那么久

是时候回去了


回到那时候的我

回到那时候不说后悔的我

回到那时候不说怨言的我





Thursday, May 27, 2010

你们的爱


过去总要离开 无论多少感慨 明天总会来
生命没有彩排 我已不是小孩 相信依赖
眼泪和心碎也不能 让我的心裏 失去期待
才看到那未来

那些人潮人海 如此迫不及待 散去又回来
没有某个角落 可以置身世外 逃开现在
如果我放弃该怎样去面对那些真挚的爱
谁拥有那未来


爱我的人 相信我
我一直在努力改变所有失败
为你们而存在

爱我的人感谢你 你们的爱
就算人生不是精彩 我也要勇敢的姿态



就像夜裏的光 就像皮鞭的响 指引著羔羊
伤口需要滚烫 生命需要成长 痛要品尝
命运去碰撞才会懂坚持 是不是对的方向
错过的不要想

就像干花的香 就像杯底的糖 沉淀了思想
每个人不一样 也许你的幸福 地址不详
要明白被爱并不是 一种奖赏 而是种力量
要用它去发光


爱我的人 相信我
我一直在努力改变所有失败
为你们而存在
爱我的人感谢你 你们的爱
就算人生不是精彩我也要勇敢的姿态

多少次紧握著明天徘徊
让昨天无法释怀
就算我注定失败
还有你暖的胸怀


爱我的人相信我
我一直在 努力 改变所有失败
为你们而存在
爱我的人感谢你你们的爱
在寒冷的雪天 等待著 一朵花盛开


Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Biology Unit 1


Okay, I admit.
I was still thinking why so many of our seniors retake Bio paper.
Now, I know the answer.
It is damn eff-ing hard.
It is just like when you are having constipation,
but you feel stomache. *LOL*

I used to do the structure part.
So, I did it first.

First question, fill in the blank.
You thought it is easy?
no no no NO NO!!!
Next, phospholipid.
Next, protein fusion.
Next, GRAPHS.
ONLY GRAPHS.

What the abcde?
Are we doing statistics now? or maths?
I hate the part asking us to describe and explain about the graph
it is damn eff-ing hard.

Another question, asking us in this way.
"Using your own knowledge, answer .............."
I don't even know how to answer this question.
Does it mean that, I DO NOT HAVE THE KNOWLEDGE?

oh my......

I think, I need to retake this paper next semester.
No, not only next sem, i think few more times i need to retake in order to get an A?
or i shud not aim that high? okay la..
Give me a B at least, come on..

FRUSTRATED FRUSTRATED!!




Let me burn the BIOLOGY TEXTBOOK.
it is just USELESS.
A friendly reminder for all,
those who want to do Biology A level Edexcel board,
PLEASE, don't buy the textbook.
it is useless when answering the exam question.

Don't defend.
and
Don't get offended.




*praying for my paper. Hope that when it is FLYING to london, my paper is left behind.*









Monday, May 24, 2010

红颜祸水

有滩水说我是根草。我不可否认,因我平平无奇。

*我死都要把那滩水吸光!!!*

Before Bio 1 exam

oh damn
bio bio bio bio bio..
how could you do it to me?
I M DAMN SO PANIC since u r coming to visit me tomorrow.

I don't want to see you la. GO AWAY!!

YOU drive me into crazy.


Saturday, May 22, 2010

Chemistry 1 (6CH01)


Today, I sat for my Chemistry 1.
okay, it is not that tough as I have expected, and it is not too easy as well. (talking rubbish)
Some of us are kind of disappointed as we did not study the textbook fully and ignored those looked like not important parts. Who knows? it came out. (geramnya)
well, we cant blame anyone, as we really rely on the past year papers that we have done by ourselves. (we did pay in our effort hoh.. )
so, what i m hoping is, at least give me a B la.. the minimum also a B please.. xD

somehow, people always ask me, why i aim so low.
I will answer, i don like to aim high and fall badly.
i don like the feeling of lose, as I am LEO.
hahaha. wad i can say is, I have tried my best.
I have done my part, the rest leave it to God.

Thanks Mom, as she always concerns about me and taking care of the family.
Thanks Xin Qian, as she always encourage me to study more and more and more.
Thanks Jen Yin(hong yan huo shui) aka ah bao, as she teaches me about the metalloid and accompany me going through the tough time.
Thanks Yi Lin, as she always provide her LILY for me. haha, for wad? MOLLY!!!
Thanks everyone who have helped me.

Today, JPA name list came out.
Diao diao got JPA among our classmates. Proud to have him as my buddy.
Desmond has went to Matrix in Labuan, now diao's turn.
who's next?
hong yan huo shui? :'(
all are leaving. sad case.
or maybe i m the one who is going to leave?
go back for FORM 6? hahahaha
DARE NOT TO THINK ABT FORM 6.

Lastly, please pray for my dad for his health problem.
I MISS HOME.
I miss home.
home.
home


Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Speechless

I can’t belive what you said to me
Last night when we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby you gave up, you gave up

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?

I’ll never talk again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless
I’ll never talk again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

I can’t believe how you slurred at me
With your half wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams
On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He’s gonna get you and after he’s through
There’s gonna be no love left to rye

And I know that it’s complicated
But I’m a loser in love
So baby raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends

I’ll never talk again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless so speechless
I’ll never love again,
Oh friend you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

Hooow?
Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?

Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?

And after all the drinks and bars that we’ve been to
Would you give it all up?
Could I give it all up for you?

And after all the boys and girls that we’ve been through
Would you give it all up?
Could you give it all up?
If I promise to you boy

That I’ll never talk again
And I’ll never love again
I’ll never write a song
Won’t even sing along

I’ll never love again
So speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless
Will you ever talk again?
Oh boy, why you so speechless?
You’ve left me speechless so speechless

Some men may follow me
But you choose “death and company”
Why you so speechless? Oh oh oh




Please pray for my dad and I.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

来了,来了!!

考试,距离3天。
好事来的。
考完了就回家!!!

家 家 家!!!


quoted from someone: 我要回美里,KL 很复杂,我要回美里... 我只想安安分分留在美里...


LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL ~~~~~~~~~

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

惜福


最近,刚刚听闻一个好朋友发生的事
很同情他,也觉得他很勇敢
因为一些家里的事情
他,没办法继续现在的学业
离开了原本属于他的地方
他真的很坚强

我,不够坚强
我其实,一直在逃避
一直在逃避我懒惰的现实
我的惰性,从小就跟着我
一直都没离开过

就连现在,要考试了
我还提不起劲儿来读书
成天埋怨自己懒惰,却不从懒惰开始做起

他,要我珍惜每一次可以读书的机会
因为,真的很难得

是,真的很难得

来到这里几个月后,
开始忘记当初是多么辛苦才可以说服爸爸让我来吉隆坡
开始忘记当初妈妈是多么辛苦才把我送来这里
开始忘记当初我是流了多少滴眼泪才可以实现梦想
开始忘记当初自己为了梦想而坚持,而勇敢。。。


是时候开始了。。。我答应他,我会好好的
你也要加油,为你自己,为了你家人。。。
你要好好的。。。



惜福~~~