2012-02-29

在这一天, 多出24小时的这一天..

忽然有些感触涌上心头..

茫茫人海当中, 仿佛听见你的声音在我身后传来..

记得你说你有一天会突然出现在我身后，给我一个惊喜..

我还说你别说笑了..

但是, 真的.. 当时我真的感觉你就在我的身后..

回头一看, 我失望了..

不记得什么时候开始, 去饮料店只想点百香果柠檬..

宝说, 为什么只喝这个?不可以有别的选择..

我笑笑说, 习惯了..

这股习惯已经跟着我好久好久..

真的就不知不觉的习惯了怎么选择终会回到原点..

也许, 这个习惯会有终止的一天..

我只希望, 好好的珍惜每一天, 每一刻可以习惯有它的存在..

习惯想念, 习惯等待, 习惯珍惜, 习惯渐进式... 习惯一切的一切...

Trials

How many times I have told myself stop looking at my cell phone?
How many times I have stopped myself glancing your status on facebook?
How many times I was actually hoping the ring were from you?

I have been trying so hard to wait until Saturday.
You know what this means to me.

IMY~

To Love

Hey Love.
Thanks for everything that you have done to me. :)
Thanks for introducing me to your sister and mommy. They are really kind to me.
Thanks for your presents, the B scarf and the souvenirs from Korea.
Thanks for spending time with me these few days. How surprisingly sweeeettttt~

IMY, ILY.

Words are not enough to express.
Besides appreciate all you have given, I don't know what else that I can do for you. :) <3
Thankiu thankiuuuu~~ *Hearts*


~YTze~

Christmas Day 2011

People might ask, what's so special this year.
I will answer you, yes, it is definitely not special this year, it is fabulous, awesome, wonderful, graceful every year instead.

Awww, what am I trying to express? LOL

Anyway, just Jack came during this Christmas, celebration with all Mi-KL-ians who has come back in Miri.

Visiting, talking, laughing, bullshit-ing, and a really sincere conversation with Lemuel and Jack.

Start to know what's on guys' mind.
Not they don't know, they just don't dare to give any concern further more.
Yes, I got it. :)

Met KKL in the christmas concert. Well, seems that he has forgotten about me.
and yes, I am trying to get back so far, but suddenly feel what a shock that he is so much alike as J. Who I don't really mind or should say I don't even want to think back of any of the memories he had given. So much of hurts, heart broken and fear.

Met love this christmas, he has really gone mature a lot.
Same old charming he is, uncontrollable attracted by him.

This might be why lil girls always get cheated by old men. :X
no offend. *wink*

Life is going to go back to normal.
Studying life.

Hope that what's on my mind will really work in real life.
I am not kidding on it, I am serious.
Just wish that I can hang over, and strive my best again, again with God.

Thanks KKL, Love, and Stevie. :)
Thanks for this Christmas.

Miss y'all in Miri.
Just can't wait for the next meet-ups. :)

4 days more to 2012.
All the best.

那些年, 那个人, 那些事

喜欢看着脸书左侧发现你上线了

喜欢你总是毫不在乎的语气

喜欢你温柔体贴问我什么风把我吹来

喜欢你总是不能小声的哼唱

喜欢我们一起玩上线游戏

喜欢你不拘小节不顾形象

喜欢你的背影永远走在我前面

喜欢你爱说教

喜欢你每一个优点缺点

也喜欢这样的相处模式

曾经是那么的喜欢

换来今天的就只是礼貌的问候

换来今天就只是你脸书上的新帐号

换来的只是你和她的合照

脑里还隐约存留着那年我和你的...

第一张合照

第一次的夜市

第一次的棉花糖

第一次那么静距离的看着你

第一次把你介绍给朋友

第一次被朋友称赞说我眼光终于也有好的一次

第一次钱包里有男生的自拍照

第一次为了约会搭巴士

第一次为了和你一起念书跑到图书馆

第一次被牧者传道知道我们交往的消息

第一次为了一封简讯哭了

第一次为了你送的巧克力开心了几天都不舍得吃完

第一次在戏院里被牵着看完整部戏

第一次为了你的家人担心了整晚

第一次为了忍耐你姐的我的不满低声下气的道歉解释

第一次为了你我哭到不成人形

第一次认真的幻想计划我们的未来

第一次为了你不再主动找我哭了

第一次为了赌气关机3天

第一次冷战就结束了我们1年的关系

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真的只能说, 你是我生命里带给我最多欢笑, 最多泪水, 也最刻骨铭心

直到现在我还忘不了... 那时的点点滴滴

快乐

有时候幸福就是那么简单

却又那么困难

但是因为你

我了解到什么是单纯的快乐

就只是静静的遥远望着你

希望在你脸上看见笑容

希望你能天天开心

体会惜福，感恩着... 每件事情的发生

体会到各种不同的人事物带来的喜悦

感谢曾经你们到过我的生命之中...

感恩有你在最痛苦的时候, 用歌声的陪伴 :))

C: Xie xie ni men~~

I'm back ONCE AGAIN

Hmmm, after 2 months, finally I am back to blog.

No much things to be updated.

Just, I feel very lost.

What do I want actually? I don't know, frankly.

Drawing is now becoming another part of my life.

And what else? Oh yea, working.

Like a robot, repeating my daily life.

Over and start again.

Just like resonance, repeating its rhythm.

Hmmm..

There is someone whom I really appreciate to have in my life.

However, I doubt if s/he knows it.

I have no idea about what exactly s/he thinks of me.

But I hope, there is a positive feedback? :))

Anyway, IMY. :))

God will make a way (:

God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength
For each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way

By a roadway in the wilderness
He'll lead me
And rivers in the desert will I see
Heaven and earth will fade
But His Word will still remain
He will do something new today

Someone is complaining about my blog theme. :(

but, i m not going to change it anyway. :)

lalala~

so yea, nothing much to update.

just bored.. :P

It is a weird feeling.

I keep waiting for someone.

And someone keep waiting for me? HAHAHAHA..

Yet so near, yet so far.

Was far, was near, and is going to be far again.

Hmmm, what's going on? ):

After long while, I am updating my Blog. ^^

AHA.. I have isolated my blog for months. And NOW, I am back to clean the dust!

Hmmm, this semester will be my busiest-ever semester! Events, exams, training, work, revisions are stacked up high on my desk, and I do not manage to touch it! Oh my GEEZ~! But anyway, YOU will always be the guidance. I believe in you! ^^

Events coming up! The very first battle will be my EE's training. Haha, I must start to grease my holy sword, and fight for HIM.

This will be a very tough one, as we need to fight against our biggest but weakest enemy!

Next, it will be MUET! This is also why I am writing this in English. Arghh, I can't imagine, how terrible my grammar and vocabulary! ALAMAK! Never mind, start from now, AT LEAST I DID SOMETHING FOR IT?! Haha!

In mid-April, it will be my last chance to sit for TRIAL EXAM in A levels! Hahaha, actually I know, I never study well for my trial. AHA! Failure is the mother of Success? Lalala!

In May and June, I am going to sit the last semester subjects, w

hich are always known as KILLER PAPERS! HAHAHA, for me the previous units are also KILLERS! :( (And my Jan exam result is going to release soon! HELP! SOS!!!!)

Lastly, it will be my interview to enter my degree course. Hopefully, my result enable me to proceed! >.<>

Slimmest angle ever! ^^

Okay, here come some cute photos!

Competition between 3 kids! Okay, I lose.

WAAAA.. Stella you very pia hoh? Want champion ah? GIVE U LA!

Okay, gonna off soon! Buaiiii~~

同人不同命

放下吧，目光放远点

相信总有一天会有回报。

Why can't we last long?

You told me, everything's gonna be alright.

I said, I don't know, I hope so.

You cried. And I didn't know how to comfort you.

And you said, Let's break up.

I replied with a silent kiss.

But you seemed have no feeling.

I'd let you go if you insist, I said.

And you left.

Why can't we last long? I wonder.

Why can't we last longer?

Ohh~ Baby, give me one more chance.

Ohh~ Baby, please come back to me.

River flows in you

It has been a long time I have avoided to listen to this song.

It was a memory between the one I thought he was forever be mine.

One year. It had been one year. I thought, I can really forget.

This song, had ever be our promise.

This song, was our favorite.

This song, was our ringtone.

This song, brought us together.

But now, this song means nothing to me, to you maybe?

I think I am a coward.

Keep avoiding from this stuff.

I don't want to get hurt anymore.

I can't stand of the pain you had brought me.

Maybe, I shall meet a good man to bring me out of this nightmare? HAHA!

Anyway, River Flows In You.

寂寞

寂寞依旧在蔓延..

爱笑的人，不一定快乐的；

快乐的人，却一定爱笑；

爱哭的人，不一定伤心；

只是哭了之后，会比较舒服。

如果已决定了寂寞，就不要埋怨。

如果以选择了迁就，就不要忧愁。

如果已放弃了追求，就不要苦苦相逼。

如果已不是你的，就不要假装高贵。

如果，一切都如果。^.^

久违的感觉，终于找回了。

谢谢你。

<3>

Happy Day

Today is a good day. (:

I am very happy.

I am not emotional anymore.

And thank you.

love you, xa man.

Keyboard can be nice too. :)

心理不平衡，脑髓不清醒

我应该做吗？

挣扎了一天，我还是不敢做决定。

毕竟，不是短期的。

我害怕，我会受不住引诱

我害怕，我会不能够自己

靠着那加给我力量的，凡事都能做。

我应该怎样呢?

What the LOL

This evening, after my class, it was raining HEAVILY.

really HEAVILY.

Then, HS aka ah bao aka Jen Goh and I decided to go to library to do homework.

But, due to some REASONs, she went to Dean's office to WORK.

so, left me alone. so cham. :(

Then, I was without an umbrella. So, I was trying to find an unused classroom to do my h/w.

Hmmm, UCSI earns big money i think. There is no empty class available.

Then, I took a lift to 3rd floor, tot to find yi-lin.

What the, the rain water is dripping in the lift.

I heard someone asking, "hey, how much u pay per sem? shud we complain?"

This one is still NORMAL complaining.

I heard another guy saying this. "UCSI might want to make a water theme park with this lift."

First---What the lol.

Then, i went to recital hall. There are a group of people who were doing their presentation for Moral studies.

So, I quietly went in, and sat at the last row, so that no one can see me.

There was a group, who are discussing abt the "gender".. something abt the equability.

Usually, there will be a Q&A section after each and every presentation.

And NORMALLY, there will be nobody asking anything.

BUT!!!

there is a guy, who looks so yong sui.

He asked, "is the topic u guys sharing related to MORAL?"

actually i found him quite funny by asking this question. ofcoz there is plenty of facts that can prove it is related.

Then, the group leader was so kind to answer, "we r sharing abt men and women have equal rights. and so on so forth."

Then that yong sui guy, "okay, then wad's the moral value?"

"respecting each and everyone in our society."

"why it is relating to the MORAL?"

Second--- WHAT THE LOL...

usually if we meet this kind of annoyer, we will just ignore during presentation.

but, one of the group members stood up, and asked.

"Hey dude, do u pay attention during our presentation? why u keep on asking those question which have already included in our presentation or the slides?"

Third, WHAT THE LOL....

".........................." (we all laughed like mad, even i could not stop my hand from clapping)

then that guy continued.

"any more stupid question to ask? if not, next group please. Thanks for ur supporting and claps."

HAHAHA, WHAT THE LOL.

rainy day is not emo day.

it is HAPPY day. =)

理不清，剪就断