Slack first lah..

Hmmm, today is my cousinS' wedding day. My biao jie and biao ge is married on the same day. Wow, so sweet. When looking at them, I wonder when is my turn? Haha, it is somewhat a terrible, for me maybe?! Or I will never get married? =X, touch wood touch wood. Watching all my coussyS have a boy friend or a girl friend already, but I'm still available. Sad what? Although I am the youngest among them. Lalala.

By the way, today I am my cousin's "ji mui". It is really a fun one. ASKING ANGPAOs is our main job today. All of us, money face and money minded. Kept asking red pockets from the bridegroom. And, I was really jiat lat one. I have RM100 together, but RM50 is lost by me. Really jiat lat one lo.. =( haha, however, I got experience to kacau bridegroom and his "heng dai". Haha

Tonight will be my biao ge's wedding dinner, and 2mr nite is my biao jie's as well. It is so called, WEIGHT-GAINING-DAY!! Hahaha.



MEMORABLE DAYS WITH JAY=D

This feeling, visits me again.

Tonight, is tonight. The feeling I hate the most comes visiting me once again. It is not really emo, but it is emo; it is not really sad, but it is sad; it is not really frustrated, but it is frustrated. LOL, wth?! Haha. Since I can "haha", means I'm still okay. I have fed up with this kind of feeling, from the day I made the promise with him. He, is him. He is a damn freaky guy. I don't wth are in his mind. Somehow, I seem to be fooling all around. However, I love to spend time with him. I have been waiting for a long time. Is he? As he said, he is. But, is that true? I don't know. He is surrounded with flowers, but I am just the fertilizer? Haha, according to those minerals inside my body, yeah, I'm somewhat like a fertilizer. ZZZ... I hate this kind of feeling. I hate!!! When will this end up?

Not I never thought to give up. I tried not to SMS, chatting and thinking about him. However, I still end up like this. HAHA. Stupid. He says, he will wait for me. Somewhen, I think to blame, he ain't spent enough time with me. But, I love to pretend, I don't really care, as he always busy with his studies. PRETENDING I am tough enough, enough. PRETENDING huh?

Oh well, it is all done. Done abreaction. Feeling better than just now. Wondering shall I post such a post like this? Later sure all come to me and ask, "who is that guy?", "what happened again?", bla bla bla. Alright, I would answer now. He is a damn freaky guy. Nothing happens actually. Only my own wishful thinking.




***I miss you, baby.
I love you. ***

When there was me and you

It's funny when you find yourself
looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all i want
is to be over there
Why did i let myself believe
miracles could happen
'cause now i have to pretend
that i don't really care



I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star that's coming true
But everybody else could tell
that I confused my feelings
with the truth
When there was me and you



I swore I knew the melody
that I heard you singing
and when you smiled you made me feel
like I could sing along
but then you went and changed the words
now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-bes
and once upon a song



now I know you're not a fairytale
and dreams were meant for sleeping
and wishes on a star just don't come true
'cause now even I can tell
that I confused my feelings
with the truth
because I liked the view
when there was me and you



I can't believe
that I could be so blind
it's like you were floating
while I was falling
and I didn't mind
because I liked the view
I thought you felt it too


When there was me and you

Heading to UCSI!!

Good news of the month: "I have applied to UCSI, the KL Campus instead. =D
One step closer to my dream, give thanks to God as He leads me and guides me all along the way. Give all the glory to Him. And, thanks my mom as she finally lets me to go KL, although she is worried so much. Especially my dad, he insisted to let me go studying in Form 6. However, he has agreed with my decision. These are all good done from God. Thankssssss..

People say, "Grace, must guai guai over there, study hard. Don't let your parents to worry." Ya, I will try my very hard to study. (STUDY BECAUSE I WANT TO EARN LOTS OF MONEY IN THE FUTURE!!) Haha. Somebody asked, "eh grace, will you slim down when you go KL? As there are a lot of LENGLUIs who are thin and charming." LMAO, will I? Haha, KL has lots of nice food leh. Haha, I will gua? GUA?

Lastly, my dear buddy, Pong is going to Aussie, Jia is staying in Riam Tech for her A-level. Sooner or later, all of us will be seperated all over the GLOBE, to study. God, let's my dearries, always in good condition, stay pretty, SLIM, haha. The most important, our souls must be kept by God, let Him to lead us, be our guardian. =) Give thanks to God.
FRIENDS FOREVER!!! MUACKSSSSSSSSS

What is the PRINCIPLE or LAW is it?

There is a pressure, which will make students study hard, as well as spend all the time to read.
What is the Principle or Law is that?

"Pascal's principle?"


"Bernoulli's principle?"


"Archimedes' principle?"


Lol, do suffering a lot these few days. Black circles come out, like "scare people can't see". Haha.

Now, I got sick. Strong and HEALTHY girl like me got sick? hahaha..
People always say, once u released all your stress, you will get sick easily. WTH?!
Cough, sore throat and flu. All come to visit me together, so kind are they. Hmmm, I wonder.



Jiayou laaaa, no matter what. Graccy, jiayou jiayou jiayou. Shoo away all the sicknesses.
One more month to big game, chiong ahhhhh!!!




Graccyyyyy

Forgive Even You can't Forget.

This quote, I got it from DAILY ADVICE in Facebook.
Somehow, I can't let go. Somewhat I am the one who insist to remember?
I don't know.
Look further. No matter what happens, the sun still shines brightly for us.

QIONG ah, SPM!!!

Today, I have my history paper 1. I tot i would fail this paper, as I didn't study much. What I can say is, I am just too lucky. Haha..My blazer photo

My blazer photo with spec..
You guys might feel weird, why both photos look similar.
It is because... hahahah.. (secret) *wink*


I promise, I will do my best in my SPM, so is MY 2ND TRIAL.
(Though I have gotten my forecast result already=( )

JIAYOU!!

30 days to go

30 days, too long? too short?
But how come, I don't feel like studying? I don't even in the mood. WHY?
But it is not for olympic, it is for spm countdown.. lol.. 30, 29, 28..............................................
GOSHHHH

Updates RANDOMLY

It has been a week I didn't touch my lil bloggie. I have forced myself NOT TO ONLINE!!! But, I failed to do it. Because I'm recently addicted to MAFIA WAR. I can still remember, I said to my friends, "It is just a boring game, clicking here and there, earning money and fight with others!" But now, what's happened? I must "look after" my mafia war everyday at 530pm to 6pm, and at 10 o clock if my mom has gone to sleep. (HIAK HIAK HIAK)

Okay, nothing special happens in this week. Burying myself into books. LOL

Honestly, I feel pretty regret of wasting my time last year. So, I need to cope hard to chase my friends. Besides, I am not the "hardworking" type. You can imagine, how hard I make myself survive with BOOKS. SO, the lesson I have learnt is,
"DO NOT WASTE YOUR TIME ON THOSE UNNECESSARY THINGS DURING FORM 4 AND FORM5!!!"
(Unluckily, TIME does not forward back if you didn't appreciate it.)

Gonna share you guys about something. HAHA!

I HAVE FOUND MY MR.RIGHT!!!!

I shouldn't use "MY". Because he ain't mine. He is belonged to ALL!!
I know him since I was primary five, and he was primary six. When we were all kids, and doing what our age should do, he has begun to do what we should do now. He does well in speaking, writing essays, music, and etc. I will never forget about the word "UP!". (You know if you have experienced same thing with me. Hahaha)
Besides, he is also a very gentleman one. (I have been killed by one smile from him!! wth?!)
Some of you might think that he is ugly, since he is so good in other sides. BUT, what I am going to tell is, HE IS REALLY LENGZAI, ENGDAO, AND HANDSOME!!!!

Oh gosh, I almost faint. Before I get fainted, let me tell you another thing, which happened today!!

Today, I reached school about 6.45am, consider late for me because I usually reach school at 6.30am. I don't like to go to school late, because I am lazy to bother those prefects at the gate sides. They are too annoying sometimes, however, they are doing their duties to ask us to tidy up our looking. Okay, go back to the topic. When I got into school compounds, I saw Mr.Wong(our principal), I was wondering should I greet him? How should I greet him?

"Good morning Mr. Wong. (And give him a respectful smile like that?)"

OR

"Zao4 an1, Mr.Wong. (greet him in mandarin?)"

Luckily, when I passed by him, he was talking to one of the top ten offenders, I think so?
Here comes the important part!!!
I saw him, the perfect guy I mentioned just now. Again, appeared himself with a smile. Gosh gosh gosh!!! I can't stop myself from tittering, all the way before enter my class. LOL!

I know, he is just like the sun in the sky, which human beings on the earth cannot reach, even those astronauts. (=x) He shines to prove that there is nothing impossible if you work hard for it; he smiles to remind you do think that everyday is a brand new day; he is gentleman to give a role model to guys do learn from him. (OPPSS?)


HMMMMMMMMM, time to stop dreaming. Come back to reality, Graccy.
And, it is time to take a nap. And get to study? **SIGH**
Sleeping is a luxurious habit. 40 days plus to our big days!! Cheer up, after SPM, I will sleep as much as I can, I promised. =)



***P/S. Ohya, I am so forgetful nowadays, who knows some ways to CURE the "SICKNESS"?