Sunday, June 20, 2010

Things changed

Things changed. Can I hold on tight on what I have done?
Things messed up. Can I make the right decision?
Things seem wrong. Can I make a difference?

I don't know what to do. I don't know who to talk to. I don't know who to discuss.

Or it is again a chance for me to grow up?
To make a decision and make it to be right, no more regret?
Can I?

I am so stressed. I don't want to face it. I don't want to know the consequence.
I don't want to hear any voice giving me opinion, am I doing this?

I do not think about all the consequences for the decision has made.
I don't know!!!




Tuesday, June 15, 2010

不懂

不懂几时你变得那么肤浅
不懂几时你变得那么不成熟
不懂几时你变得那么不可理喻
不懂几时你变得那么无知
不懂几时你变得那么假
不懂几时你变得那么愚蠢
不懂几时你变得这样

是我过度敏感,还是?
我好期待那一瞬间赶快出现
救我脱离你的世界
可怕又愚蠢的世界
可怕的利益,可悲的无知
我无话可说
也许,你会成功?有一天?

加油吧。。。
有一天你会明白当初你是多可笑。。。

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Complicated? No more.


It was once complicated, but now it seems so clear.
I should face the truth, and so do you.
I was expecting something to happen soon.
And I prayed.
The answer from God, is "no".
He once again reminded me, one and a half year promise I have given to him.

Be tough, have faith, be strength.
With God, nothing is impossible.
Without God, everything is impossible.

Just found a quote from Jaeson Ma's song-Love.
"Love is selfless, but not selfish."

Ya, love is selfless, not selfish. (:





Saturday, June 5, 2010

我算什么?

你是大混蛋!我讨厌你!
有事情就找我,没事就把我甩一边!
贱贱贱!!!
有种就不要再找我!
!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*

Thursday, June 3, 2010

I hate EMO

When you are reading the title of this post, are you guessing that I am EMO now?
Then you are definitely WRONG!
Haha, it has been a long time I have not be emo? LOL.. Gotta proud of it?
Somehow, I really hate people acting emo in front of me.
Alright, I admit that sometimes my face is smelly like shit, but I really don't mean to be like that.
I was born to be like this ma. =( cannot blame me.

I REALLY HATE ONES TO ACT EMO!!! seriously.
You can say, "oh come on, everyone has his/her emotion what."
Okay, I agree with that. But, do you need to SHOW it to other people who does not offend you?
WTF?
You love to be emo, that is ur own business what?!
Why do you need to affect all of us around you?
You said, "Hey, not everyone are cheerful as you like nothing to be worried."
Okay. This is what I damn mad of.
I have my own problem to be worried, so as the others.
BUT!!! DID I show u my emotion? Did I?
Did I treat you bad when I was stressed?
Did I treat you COLD when I was sad?
Everyone has their own things to be taken care of.
NOT ONLY YOU!!!
Grow up man, come on.
You are not young.

GRRRRRR...


Who created EMO this word?
LOL..
I HATE EMO!!!
No, I should say, I hate people who acts EMO without a valid reason!!!

:@

Let us say GOODBYE to EMO, say HELLO to CHEERS!!! hahaha..




*What a lame post. (Suddenly think of reading this when I was doing Statistics. xD)*



Tuesday, June 1, 2010

生命

生命是脆弱的
人生是残酷的
人性是可恶的
孩子是无辜的

刚听闻朋友说,
一个我很尊重的老师
刚发生起车祸
老婆走了,肚子里的孩子也是
剩下老师,和四个孩子
听到的时候,
是震惊,是感慨,是无奈

祝福你,黄国宾老师
希望你,坚强。
学生我,只能在远方祝福你。


爱情



爱情是什么?
是人空虚寂寞的必需品?
是人思念无奈的空间?
是人孤寂的氧气?
还是人的渴望?

谁不期待,谁不等待眼前的感动?
谁不期待,谁不等待真实的温热在手中?

我也曾期待着,等待着你出现在眼前的感动
我也曾期待,等待着一个真实的拥抱

思念,不声不响的
混淆了我的思绪
你弹吉他的样子
我依稀记得
嘴巴不承认你的存在
只因为我知道我不行
没办法让自己不爱你
也没办法让你爱自己

爱情在没有尝试之前,
都是偶然,不可相信的偶然
自己知道
自己到了那里
想不想?可不可以?

一点点想哭泣,一点点想着你
太依赖你给的回忆
那年发生的事,你还记得吗?

别担心,我明白你的答案
你和她还是比较适合



别夸大了寂寞。。。
寂寞没什么大不了。。。