A post specially for XIAO LINY

Sei loi yan... hahaha, I don't know when you are fated to read this post.
haha, so... haha..*siao eh*

okay, 1st of all, this zha bo is going to UCSI with me..
i m glad, of course.
and give thanks to god, as He finally chooses one to be my partner
no matter in school, or social.
because she is good in social. and i m not...*sad case*
as she said, let us "xiang yi wei ming" in the future 5 years..
lol.......


okay, done..=X





na, here showing ur pretty photo la.. =P

我讨厌我自己

生活，真的不简单
经过多次的挣扎，有过多少次的挫折
来到了今天。。。

今天，也没有想象中快乐
明明就带着不安的心情
还要带着挂着笑容的面具
深怕，心里不想被发掘的那一面，赤裸裸的排在众人面前

有时候，我鸡婆，多事
明知道，这样受伤的是我
我还偏偏把自己往那里塞

真希望，自己是一块冰块
不管晴天，阴天，雨天，大热天
冰块，都会融化
冰块，也会消失在不闻不问中
冰块，化成一滩水，路人甲乙丙丁

从希望天天放晴的我
到了今天，我走的下去吗？
EMO，新朋友
你好吗？







晴天/冰块 笔

EMO EMO EMO

EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO
EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO
EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO
EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO
EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO

温岚 - 我全都相信

作词：吴克群 作曲：吴克群


我相信你说的每一句
就算是明知是甜言蜜语
可是我总觉得哪里有问题
也许这些话语不只说给我听

我相信是因为你的犹豫
所以把感情陷入难题
没关系我有做坏人的勇气
就算毁灭自己也要捍卫爱情

我全都相信 相信你说的每一句
每一句我答应我可以我不会负你
我全都相信 相信你说的每一句
每一句只差一句我爱你

我相信你说的每一句
就算是一切都变成回忆
可是我逃不开也回不去
也许这些欢愉 是讽刺的回忆

我相信是因为你的犹豫
所以把我永远困在这里
没关系我会继续撑下去
给我勇气呼吸我只需要一句

我全都相信 相信你说的每一句
每一句我答应我可以我不会负你
我全都相信 相信你说的每一句
每一句只差一句我爱你
我想你说不出 我爱你





【我真的相信，你就是。但是事实，摆在眼前。
你不是我想象中单纯。
你已经不是我一年前认识的你。
你，变了。
是因为那次的伤害吗？
还是，我根本就不了解你？】



晴天 笔

It drove me into crazy!!!

Today, we as SPM candidates, sitting for addmaths papers.
Okay, I admit that, I didn't really worry about it.
In the morning, we sat for Paper 1, ji jiat lat xia lo... haha, it is too easy for us, as a chung hua student. (as our Puan Lau likes to come out with difficult questions, always!!)
This made all of us felt dont really worry, ONCE AGAIN.

What happened next was, paper 2, in the afternoon. (we ended our paper1 at 10am. stayed at school for 4 hours, talking...lool)


actually feel sorry to foon ngian, because I kept bothering him, and asked him to talk to me. haha
when we entered the classroom, we macam nothing to fear.
once, opened up the question paper, shitty stuff...............
for me, it is even harded 200% than those questions which Puan Lau has set.
WHOLE SCHOOL IS SCREAMING!!!
what i can listen after the exam has ended, !@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*
haha...

gosh, an A has gone.. =(

God bless meeeeeeeeeeee

I am so tired.

Gonna update randomly, as I am not in the mood.
haih, it has been so long, I am, wanting for it.
struggling, desperating...
from hoping to getting,
from getting to losing,
from losing to gaining back,
from gaining back to appreciating,
from appreaciating to nothing.

Does it call life?

Argh, gonna study again.

Buai..

Gonna die badly

This is the first time i treated my exam so seriously.
This is the first time i did my exam until i got headache.
This is the first time i nearly cant finish writing.
This is the first time i feel so bad after exam.


I am going to die very soon. After 3 to 4 months.


Justin, I miss you

Coming back?

30/11.......
bio day? i think so? hahaha..
can't really remember it..
asked y.c abt spm, wad he replied?
"aiya, spm, kacang laaa... u can study higher than that.."

LOL, ofcoz he can say like this. He has the opportunity to study in london, ofcoz talked like this la....
hahaha.. kinda miss those days without the word SPM...
played a lots.

sigh, wad can i do now? no hope.. no hope.. no hope.. no hope.
NO HOPE!!!
good, done..

NITE NITE...

Lame shit= Gracccccyyyy

I m a piece of shit.
I m lame.
I m lame shit.
I m superb lame shit.
I m a piece of shit.
I m lame.
I m lame shit.
I m superb lame shit.
I m a piece of shit.
...
...
...
...
...
...


Please tell that I AM NERVOUS!!
Please tell that I AM NERVOUS!!
Please tell that I AM NERVOUS!!
NERVOUS
NERVOUS
NERVOUS
NERVOUS
NERVOUS


LOADING.. 1%

LOADING.. 50%





LOADING.. 78%




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LOADING FAILED




LAME SHITTTTT

林宥嘉 - 说谎

是有过几个不错对象
说起来并不寂寞孤单
可能我浪荡 让人家不安
才会 结果都阵亡

我没有什麽阴影魔障
你千万不要放在心上
我又不脆弱 何况那算什麽伤
反正爱情不就都这样

我没有说谎 我何必说谎
你懂我的 我对你从来就不会假装
我哪有说谎 请别以为你有多难忘
笑是真的不是我逞强

我好久没来这间餐厅
没想到已经换了装潢
角落那窗口 闻得到玫瑰花香
被你一说是有些印象

我没有说谎 我何必说谎
你知道的 我缺点之一就是很健忘
我哪有说谎 是很感谢今晚的相伴
但我竟然有些不习惯

我没有说谎 我何必说谎
爱一个人 没爱到难道就会怎麽样
别说我说谎 人生已经如此的艰难
有些事情就不要拆穿

我没有说谎 是爱情说谎
它带你来 骗我说 渴望的有可能有希望
我没有说谎 祝你做个幸福的新娘
我的心事请你就遗忘

Recently, do a lots of reading. Lol, it is my so called RESPONSIBILITY now. Sad.
I usually study with my iPod, this is why I am addicted of this song.
There is a sentence, "我没有说谎 ,是爱情说谎,它带你来, 骗我说, 渴望的有可能有希望"
I am quite with it. I thought, he is. But actually he is not.
Who is the liar? Love or you?
You are the one who made the promise. However, u brought away your promises and ran from me. The scar is never healed for years, it's true. I act like I am nothing, been healed. ACT.

I'm afraid, but I am still wanting it so much. I was hurt, but I have not healed yet.
Trying my very best to leave this little island, just to forget about our past.
Trying not to think about you, just to make my life easier.
Trying to do everything which is not related to you, just to forget about you.




GraccY

坦白

萧亚轩 - 坦白

作词：萧亚轩 作曲：李伟菘

无数个夜晚 任性的被你宠坏
我曾想就这样 耍赖
如今默默呼吸 孤单

失去了什么 还剩下什么 不再等待
面对你慷慨 无节制的爱
我该不该 勇敢的离开

对自己坦白 爱狠狠的 还在
找朋友陪伴 都抵不过你一半
泪在眼里打转 爱已变成黑白
找不到答案 也不想谎言主宰

对彼此坦白 我们真的失败
背叛不是意外 就算承诺不再
新欢成了旧爱 爱的没了姿态
我会释怀 让时间把一切都冲淡

就让它冲淡


这是Elva's的新专辑，有几首歌曲都是在叙述她如何相信一个男人，到被抛弃（真的）
一听见这首歌，眼泪不禁流了下来。不是因为我还不能忘记，而是心里扥道伤痕，一直还在。
“对彼此坦白， 我们真的失败，背叛不是意外，就算承诺不再。新欢成了旧爱， 爱的没了姿态，我会释怀 ，让时间把一切都冲淡。”
眼泪，更不知觉的，潸然落下。
是我不够勇敢，不能硬下心肠，大大方方的离开。
是我觉得，你是对的，所谓的“死缠烂打”。

这是一首好歌，有意思的歌=）

Elva 萧亚轩《钻石糖》

All are over

Jay is back. I'm here alone again. Missing the days spending with him, as I have only need to PLAY, PLAY and PLAY. Hmmm, these few days kept sticking with my cousins, I found out that, I am not the "small girl" anymore. As they are all older than me, and we seldom go out together. But now, we have a lots to talk about, we can talk to each other like FRIENDS... ... I miss the days we spent together at the beach, weddings, wedding dinners, thai bar, islands and the satay stall. I miss the moment ---- "Five Captains".

Maybe this is the last time we got gathering. I mean in this few years, as I am going to KL. I love the feeling we get together. I love the feeling we have our fun like nobody else. I still remember the warmth of your hand when holding me tight; I still remember the warmth of your body when hugging me tight when the day you are leaving. My tears drop down when I miss you, I miss the gentle way you treating me.

"Jay, if you're coming back to Miri again, must inform me okay. So that I can book the air ticket earlier then come back with you.=)"

I miss you badly, it is what I can tell.


Love you,
Your dear GraccY.