太傻

有时候，觉得可以依靠的人真的很了解自己
有时候，觉得他真的很在乎自己
有时候，甚至不用开口他已知道
可是，有时候他有意的背叛了你

我不知道我可以忍多久
希望你不要越来越过分
最多，一拍两散罢了
不要让我做出这样的举动
而且，也不要把我当成是傻瓜
我不出声，不代表我不觉得怎样
你爱怎样就怎样
不要把你自己的想法套在我身上
我真的很讨厌！！！

恨 恨 恨！！！


:@

遗失的自我

消失了，不见了
漂浮的，虚拟的
无臭无味，无影无形

不见啦！！~

看屁？

你，就是你了。。还看别人？
就是你了。。
就知道你每次都偷偷来看我的部落格

还不承认？还想抵赖？

*有开心到啦*
你每次都有抽空来看看，有爽到

=))

每个星期三

每个星期三，pasar malam..

一直都不会错过我最爱的---豆腐花

被我弄烂了。。 =(

喜欢它淡淡的香味

喜欢它嫩嫩的口感

就这样平平淡淡的

=）

请允许我

请允许我尖叫
请允许我哭泣
请允许我难过
请允许我伤心
请允许我快乐
请允许眼泪落下
请允许我无奈
请允许我假装
请允许我坚强
请允许我懦弱
请允许我无知
请允许我说谎
请允许我诚实

过分

有时候，过分的撒娇换来的只是无奈
有时候，过分的关怀换来的只是冷漠
有时候，过分的依赖换来的只是逃避
有时候，过分的过分换来的只是自讨没趣
有时候，过分的想念换来的只是可笑

有时候，过分的过分只是过分的过分
过分的过分，只是虚空的虚空


半夜的无聊，陪着我可爱的书本，无聊的写出无聊

不只是朋友

你身边的女人总是美丽
你追逐的爱情总是游戏
在你的眼里 我是你可以对饮言欢的朋友
你从不吝啬催促我分享你的快乐
你开心的时候 总是挥霍
你失意的片刻总是沉默
在你的眼里 我是你可以依靠倾吐的朋友
你从不忘记提醒我分担你的寂寞

你从不知道，我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点温柔的骄纵
你从不知道，我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那么一点点自私的占有

想做你不变的恋人
想做你一世的牵挂
想做你不只是朋友

What If?

What if, I can't make it?

What if, the colour has faded?

What if, you can't?

What if, it is impossile?

What if? What if?

=)

用心做的音乐，一定有人能明白 =)

Uni life ain't that bad.

This is the second week of my uni life.
I really enjoy it sooo much. =D
Learning how to do everything myself, self-disciplined.

A-levels really not play play one i can say.
Really busy with classes, studies, homeworks and revision.
However, I love the life like this?

And I always go to the gymnasium. Sweating after busy, it is cool. xD
*shun bian gap3 zai2* oppsyyyy
working out in gym for 3 days. I hope that i can keep going so that i can achieve my dream one day? LOL

Know a lots of new friends. They are really friendly.
And, I just realized that, "one mountain compete one mountain high!!~"
They are not only good in studying, they can also do well in the others things.
Some of them can play piano, violin; some of them are kung-fu kaki...
Haiz, really hiong one lo.. =(((
But, i m glad that i have them as my frens. SHOWING OFF.


This is an unorganized post. Update randomly.



GraccY~

放空

放空，防空


一个字的差别


我宁愿防空还是放空？


防空好，还是放空好？




曾经一度的放手，曾经一度以为的自由，换来的只是天真的可笑，无聊的幼稚。。。


晴天 笔

他的奉献

昨晚，是我第一次参加“青团”
算是，“感恩分享会”？
听了很多人的见证，发觉自己不是孤单的
感谢主

到了收奉献的时间，
有一位弟兄，他的钱包里没有钱
但是，当奉献袋传到他面前，
他还是将他身上剩下的钱，放进了袋子里

那时候，心中有莫名的感动
让我想起，寡妇的奉献。。。

看了那一幕，我告诉自己，
一定要把它写起来
当作自己的提醒。。。

求主赐福于他，让他的难题一一瓦解
阿门。




晴天 笔

I miss my mommy

“妈妈，你再等我两年，好不好。我就快毕业了。”
“我毕业后就带你到处旅行。”
---一个儿子未完成的承诺

曾经许下这样的承诺，答应了爱我的人，我会好好报答他
但是，看了这篇部落格，再看看自己
有没有能力做到自己的承诺

妈妈，为我付出得真的很多很多
就算多没钱，还是想尽办法给我最好的
而我，竟然还埋怨她给不到我最好的

来了吉隆坡，真的没有很常可以跟妈妈说话
都是透过msn facebook 来联络

看见自己的朋友，多么的幸福
竟然也想和他们一样
有着华丽的衣裳，踩着高跟鞋，吸引着众人的目光
而看看自己，一身朴素的装扮，不起眼的样貌
。。。。。。
也不想想，妈妈多久没有为自己添新衣了
也不想想，妈妈多久没有花钱在些奢侈的物品上
我还要什么？
最好的，都给与我了
我还要求什么？

前天还用了不好的语气来跟妈妈说话
妈妈，没有生气我
我还要什么？

陈吟诗，醒醒吧。。。


我真的很想她。。。
很想她。。。
很想，很想。。。






晴天 笔

38:12

Finally, I talked to him. He is still so nice, the way he speaks.

Urm, maybe I prefer guys to have a very bass voice? LALALA, no idea.

Although after 3 months, he will be in KL already.

But, 3 months can change lots of things right?

Maybe he will make up his mind not to come here?

DON'T KNOW!!! I think, he wont? :X

Shaobius, a new word for me.

You cant check the word anywhere else, but in GRACE'S DICTIONARY.

LOL. You know what i mean if you know what it means.

More than 100 days to go. =((( SAD CASE.

*LIL KITTY MISS AH PAK* ooppsssss

GraccY~

Hope he is alright. ):

This morning, Ngian smsed me, he told me "ah pak" might have some troubles when identifying brown colour. If he really has colour blindness, he cant drive. =(

Hope he is really okay.

God bless him.



*Lil kitty misses Ah Pak."

等待

如果，金钱换来的是虚浮

那，虚浮换来些什么？

如果，承诺换来的是等待

那，等待换来的是什么？

如果，我已厌倦了等待

厌倦换来了什么？

如果有一天，我厌倦等待

你明白吗？

晴天 笔

Kampong Moi goes into a BIG CITY.

Alright, today I am going to show you guys about my room. LOL!!

This is my 狗窝. My room is a twin-sharing room. Guess which one is mine? haha, the right side one. I haven't seen my roommate yet, sad case. I mean, she is going to get mad after she knows wad i have done to her bed, her desk? =x

hahaha, really 狗窝。

Shoe rack. (SHARE ONE)

But u can see, my shoes occupy most of the space dy. So, how? =((

My desk punya drawer, for me to put those stationery, books and etc.

My desk. But it doesn't seem like a desk now, macam a multi purpose table? hahaha.

My closet, this one is mine. no more sharing.

Inside the wardrobe. haha, no clothes one. =(((((((( SAD!

My room is quite okay. got fan and aircond.

The aircond will automatic function from 2pm to 4am.

Guess whr is the milk?

a. refrigerator.

b. closet.

The answer is my closet. What i m trying to say is, my room is cold, until i can store my milk in it. LOL!!

Okay la, this is wad i can do for you guys. Hope you guys ENJOY my tour abt the room. LOL.

But twinsharing room without aircond is larger, but HOTTER. =((