梦寐以求之 王力宏

我一定要见到王力宏！！！
哇靠，今天进youtube.com看了很多王力宏的短片
这个大歌星，原来不是想象中那么难靠近
他，很帅很帅很帅！！！

我这一辈子，一定要见他一面
他真的是一个超级才子，擅长乐器、唱歌、“模仿”！！！
人又长得帅到爆表！！！

有机会的话，我一定要去看他的演唱会！！
一定要！！

60天倒数

还剩下60天就是SPM
不知不觉，时间越来越紧
我，也不知不觉，情绪越来越不稳定
通常脾气不会乱发在好朋友的身上（家人？）
但是，真的越来越难控制自己的情绪

p.s/丽玮，paiseh啦，昨晚凶了一下

也许是自己进不了那种“读书”的心情？
只觉得自己越来越懒惰
我知道这样是不行的
但是，还是一样咯

想当年form3
会很期待每次妈妈给我钱去书店买作业回家做
但是，现在买了
完成作业的速度，真的好慢好慢
我还偷偷去买了一支笔
想要好好奖励自己
但是，现在那种满足感
一点都没有归属感

朋友们的努力
都在我眼里
他们用新的在班上做自己应该要做的事情
而我。。。。。。。
在一旁看着他们
虽然，我的成绩是好了一点（只是一点）
但是，比起其他人
我还是渺小的

我不明白现在的自己
到底想要怎样
受不了一个人的寂寞？
受不了没有笑声的自己？
受不了没有压力的自己？
受不了现在的那个自己？

哈哈哈哈
还是，我疯了？
啦啦啦啦

肖的

希望我真的能在这最后2个月，醒来吧
我相信，我要的，没有做不到的
我靠着那加给我力量的，凡事都能做。



陈吟诗，加油加油加油！！！

Someone Like You

Boys Like Girls - Someone Like You


I'm wearing thin
I couldn't tell you the city I'm in
The streets and the buildings
And places I've been
Or when the stars go when it's daylight again
Or where the time went
Oh, who can save me now?

My life in the rearview
I'm runnin' from Jesus
Don't know where I'm going to
I got nothin' to lose
I'm fightin' my demons
Been lookin' for someone like you
I've been lookin' for someone like you

So sing me a song
I know all the words to
And I'll sing along
Could you be my savior?
I've been out here too long
And I've just been lookin' for somewhere to belong
Been holdin' on
So can you save me now?

My life in the rearview
I'm runnin' from Jesus
Don't know where I'm going to
I got nothin' to lose
I'm fightin' my demons
Been lookin' for someone like you
I've been lookin' for someone like you

When the stars explode
And I'm all alone
When they start to see the smoke
When I finally burn out
I'll need someone to carry me home safe and sound

My life in the rearview
I'm runnin' from Jesus
Don't know where I'm going to
I got nothin' to lose
I'm fightin' my demons
Been lookin' for someone like you

My life in the rearview
I'm runnin' from Jesus
Don't know where I'm going to
I got nothin' to lose
I'm fightin' my demons
Been lookin' for someone like you
I've been lookin' for someone like you
I've been lookin' for someone like you

以为

以为，你会为我感到高兴
以为，你会很在意
没想到你没有

我知道，这跟你以前比起来
不算什么
但是我已经尽力了
虽然还不至于满意
至少，这次我达到我的目标了

你从一开始就是资优生，样样都比人好
我？什么都不是，只是老师们眼中的一颗沙子
恨不得把我从眼泪一起排出
跟你比，更是不用比了
什么都不配，什么都不值

对不起，我的以为，令你感到困扰了
不体贴的我，根本就没有资格说什么
你也没有那种意思要让我进入你的世界吧

对不起了




晴天 笔

A great news for today!!!

Today, I got back my Biology test papers. You guess what? I got quite a good marks for it=) Hiak hiak hiak!!! This means, I can go and apply for my uni. What a good news!! And I think, I got the highest marks. =X (gonna show of xia) The most satisfied is, I got 45 out of 50 for my Paper 3, which can only happen inside my dream. Hahaha.

For those who always concern about me, THANKS!!

Thanks JUST, for always accompany me when I was EMO.
Thanks J-SON, for always teach me some good MORAL VALUES towards life.
Thanks PONG, for always SMS with me when I had almost given up hope to do my revision.
Thanks JIA HUI, for always LOLSIAO me and SHARES with me.
Thanks PEI EN, for always CHEERING ME UP when I was facing troubles.
Thanks BIET, for always KU with me at school and GIVING ME ADVICES when I was stressed.
Thanks CHOON VUI, for always GIVING ME HIS LOVE. (HAHAHAHA)
Thanks LI WEI, for always brings me NICE FOOD at school.
Thanks DEBBIE GOH DA JIE, for always JIO me, so that I can think in a positively way.

LASTLY, gonna give thanks to my MOTHER!!!!
She is the one who always stays right beside me when I was facing troubles, happy, and etc.
I love you mimi. =)

AND, GIVE THANKS TO GOD!!! He brightens up my life with my dearest friends and my lovely mama. He is the one who loves me the most which I can't deny.
I gonna give my life to him, serve him for the rest of my life, because he loves me before I knew him.
ALLELUIA!!



GracCY =)

StraightJacket Feeling

Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straightjacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing
Yesterday was hell

Trust you is just one defense off
a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing
Yesterday was hell

But today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me

but today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

And when that memory slips away
There'll be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
it falls away
Yesterday was hell

But today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me

but today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you



The All-American Rejection

我没有想象中坚强

看了一些不该看的东西
眼泪，还是不自觉地留下来
犯贱的眼泪---我只能这么说
明知道已经成为过去了
还那么执着什么？
我真的不知道我的心到底想怎样
我还以为我真的不在乎了
但是，事实胜于雄辩
看到他跟其他女生在一起
我的心，感觉怪怪的
不单只是怪怪的
有种撕裂的感觉
我知道不应该
我不应该还这么觉得
但是，看到有他存在的地方
就想到他的声音、他的脸、他的笑容、他的承诺、他的一切的一切
好笨好笨，真的好笨
我不知道我还能怎样。。。
有时候，我可以很残忍的撕掉我和他的过去
有时候，我更可以嘲笑我的愚蠢
那现在呢？
眼泪证明了什么？
我还没有忘记？
我不知道，真的不知道

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