A special SCENE

上个星期四，我和佳慧去民事中心看了一场音乐会（之前还去KFC, 结果迟到）
我们两个，都不怎么喜欢FIRST SOPRANO.好像在半天掉一样，该上的上不去
然后，大概九点，我们就去PARKSON.
原本是想看“吓到笑”，但是没有缘分咯
哈哈哈哈

因为，我们那天的缘分是。。。。。。。
将将将将！！！嘣！！！ 哈哈

我们看到一对男女（只能说，一对男女）
因为我们不知道他们是什么关系
让我来一一介绍吧

男
身高：180cm左右
体重：不知道，但是他是属于壮壮的
长相：几不错一下的咯

女
身高：165cm左右
体重：不知道，但是她是属于非常有肉型（我和佳慧加起来应该有吧=是真的！！！）
长相：本小姐偶的一半？开玩笑啦。。就是不是很漂亮的吧

好了，要说故事了
那天，其实根本就没有意思去注意其他人
但是，那位小姐，打扮引起了我们的注意
吊带短裙加上黑色高跟鞋，配上她的身材（很“特别”）
然后，她身边的那位帅哥
又有亲密的举动，很难不让我这种八婆想入非非
原本，不想去想了
但是，我们去STARBUCK时，
他们也一起来了
这使我们更不能否认这份缘=X

我们估计了几个可能性：

1. 女的是老板，男的是员工：一起出来谈公事
但是，觉得不可能，因为，谈公事有必要穿那么性感吗？
PROBABILITY: 1/10

2.他们是姐弟
他们在STARBUCK有互喂的举动，什么意思呢？
PROBABILITY: 1/10

3.他们情侣
有这种可能，但是，这种帅哥霉女的搭配？在这21世纪还有可能吗？
PROBABILITY: 3/10

4.女的是顾客，男的是服务员（这是我想的，很坏！！！猜得到，就厉害；猜不到，去撞！！）
这个可能性最大吧？帅哥霉女的搭配=X 因为最后他们还有相约去不知道哪里。。哈哈哈哈哈
而且，难得还对那个女的照顾很周到
PROBABILITY: 5/10

有坏到？ 现在，开始投票！！1，2，3&4，您觉得什么最可能呢？LOL
如果世界上真有那么好的事，为什么就不发生在我身上？
I NEED LOVE, DESPERATE TO HAVE SOMEONE TO LOVE ME.. LOL
肖！！

哈哈哈，介绍完毕（太无聊了）

Stay Tough & Be Happy

I wonder how stupid I was. Yesterday was hell, but today, I am fine without you.
I was the one who insisted to being in at that time. I don't know why I did.
(It was kind of stupid thinking, when I reviewed back.)
Funny right? Vien said, "You will definitely feel that you're so lame if YOU think back the past."
Yeah!! Exactly, I am lame, and stupid EITHER!!!!
Haha, I spent lots of time to CRY, THINK ABOUT HOW TO GAIN BACK THE FEELING, and YET, I was so DESPERATELY to find a way to make his result good.
WTF?!! He never appreciate, yet, he ran away? And left me once again?
I'm so sorry, especially to my mom.
She told me once and once, not to get into a relationship so easily.
BUT, I didn't "listen" to her. And I got hurt, I threw my temper to her, screamed at her, scolded her not to give disturbance.
I AM REALLY REALLY SORRY.
I can't deny, I get EMO easily nowadays.
So, you can imagine, how harsh am I, when talking to my mom.
In an addition, LOL, I'm LEO. Hahahaha, does it affect? YEA, I THINK.

And, my BABIES have supported me so far.
I love them, and thanks God for He has sent me angels when I met troubles.
Jia, Vien, Pong, Lyn, Yan, Loo: Thanks :D

I believe in God, He will never leave me alone.
But I always forget about him when I am happy and satisfied.
When I blamed him, WHY he let that incident to happen to me, at my peak period of my Form 5?
He didn't give me an answer.
But now, I see---the miracle he has done to me.
I can more concentrate on my studies.
I won't easily show my bad temper to my DEARIES.
I won't cry easily because of thinking those things.
I won't hide myself inside the blanket and crying silently.
I can easily differentiate the shower and my tears, because there is no more crying under my shower head. But I sing for my shower head, it impressed with my singing.. ?!!
I've grown up. I can look further. I aim for the moon instead of falling on the stars. (BULLSHIT?)
I've learnt a lesson. I got tutorials. (This story tells us, not to trust in GUYS, because what they told might not be sincere.)

I told myself, I must STAY TOUGH & BE HAPPY.
I promised myself, I must not easily fall for anyone, besides LEEHOM =D
Hiak hiak hiak.




Thanks God, for never leave me.


***I used to be love drunk but now I'm hung over. Love is forever. But now it's over***
(Love Drunk-Boys Like Girls)


Grace

梦寐以求之 王力宏

我一定要见到王力宏！！！
哇靠，今天进youtube.com看了很多王力宏的短片
这个大歌星，原来不是想象中那么难靠近
他，很帅很帅很帅！！！

我这一辈子，一定要见他一面
他真的是一个超级才子，擅长乐器、唱歌、“模仿”！！！
人又长得帅到爆表！！！

有机会的话，我一定要去看他的演唱会！！
一定要！！

60天倒数

还剩下60天就是SPM
不知不觉，时间越来越紧
我，也不知不觉，情绪越来越不稳定
通常脾气不会乱发在好朋友的身上（家人？）
但是，真的越来越难控制自己的情绪

p.s/丽玮，paiseh啦，昨晚凶了一下

也许是自己进不了那种“读书”的心情？
只觉得自己越来越懒惰
我知道这样是不行的
但是，还是一样咯

想当年form3
会很期待每次妈妈给我钱去书店买作业回家做
但是，现在买了
完成作业的速度，真的好慢好慢
我还偷偷去买了一支笔
想要好好奖励自己
但是，现在那种满足感
一点都没有归属感

朋友们的努力
都在我眼里
他们用新的在班上做自己应该要做的事情
而我。。。。。。。
在一旁看着他们
虽然，我的成绩是好了一点（只是一点）
但是，比起其他人
我还是渺小的

我不明白现在的自己
到底想要怎样
受不了一个人的寂寞？
受不了没有笑声的自己？
受不了没有压力的自己？
受不了现在的那个自己？

哈哈哈哈
还是，我疯了？
啦啦啦啦

肖的

希望我真的能在这最后2个月，醒来吧
我相信，我要的，没有做不到的
我靠着那加给我力量的，凡事都能做。



陈吟诗，加油加油加油！！！

Someone Like You

Boys Like Girls - Someone Like You


I'm wearing thin
I couldn't tell you the city I'm in
The streets and the buildings
And places I've been
Or when the stars go when it's daylight again
Or where the time went
Oh, who can save me now?

My life in the rearview
I'm runnin' from Jesus
Don't know where I'm going to
I got nothin' to lose
I'm fightin' my demons
Been lookin' for someone like you
I've been lookin' for someone like you

So sing me a song
I know all the words to
And I'll sing along
Could you be my savior?
I've been out here too long
And I've just been lookin' for somewhere to belong
Been holdin' on
So can you save me now?

My life in the rearview
I'm runnin' from Jesus
Don't know where I'm going to
I got nothin' to lose
I'm fightin' my demons
Been lookin' for someone like you
I've been lookin' for someone like you

When the stars explode
And I'm all alone
When they start to see the smoke
When I finally burn out
I'll need someone to carry me home safe and sound

My life in the rearview
I'm runnin' from Jesus
Don't know where I'm going to
I got nothin' to lose
I'm fightin' my demons
Been lookin' for someone like you

My life in the rearview
I'm runnin' from Jesus
Don't know where I'm going to
I got nothin' to lose
I'm fightin' my demons
Been lookin' for someone like you
I've been lookin' for someone like you
I've been lookin' for someone like you

以为

以为，你会为我感到高兴
以为，你会很在意
没想到你没有

我知道，这跟你以前比起来
不算什么
但是我已经尽力了
虽然还不至于满意
至少，这次我达到我的目标了

你从一开始就是资优生，样样都比人好
我？什么都不是，只是老师们眼中的一颗沙子
恨不得把我从眼泪一起排出
跟你比，更是不用比了
什么都不配，什么都不值

对不起，我的以为，令你感到困扰了
不体贴的我，根本就没有资格说什么
你也没有那种意思要让我进入你的世界吧

对不起了




晴天 笔

A great news for today!!!

Today, I got back my Biology test papers. You guess what? I got quite a good marks for it=) Hiak hiak hiak!!! This means, I can go and apply for my uni. What a good news!! And I think, I got the highest marks. =X (gonna show of xia) The most satisfied is, I got 45 out of 50 for my Paper 3, which can only happen inside my dream. Hahaha.

For those who always concern about me, THANKS!!

Thanks JUST, for always accompany me when I was EMO.
Thanks J-SON, for always teach me some good MORAL VALUES towards life.
Thanks PONG, for always SMS with me when I had almost given up hope to do my revision.
Thanks JIA HUI, for always LOLSIAO me and SHARES with me.
Thanks PEI EN, for always CHEERING ME UP when I was facing troubles.
Thanks BIET, for always KU with me at school and GIVING ME ADVICES when I was stressed.
Thanks CHOON VUI, for always GIVING ME HIS LOVE. (HAHAHAHA)
Thanks LI WEI, for always brings me NICE FOOD at school.
Thanks DEBBIE GOH DA JIE, for always JIO me, so that I can think in a positively way.

LASTLY, gonna give thanks to my MOTHER!!!!
She is the one who always stays right beside me when I was facing troubles, happy, and etc.
I love you mimi. =)

AND, GIVE THANKS TO GOD!!! He brightens up my life with my dearest friends and my lovely mama. He is the one who loves me the most which I can't deny.
I gonna give my life to him, serve him for the rest of my life, because he loves me before I knew him.
ALLELUIA!!



GracCY =)